death

ok so, iv had it with life... well my life.
and i no, there is SO much to live for.
but, i dont thinkk my lifee is going to get any better.
i thought it was at its worst.
but, that was b4 my mom went to jail.
she was the onnly one that was getting cash.
not much, but, we had some.
now that she is gone.
i have not ate for 2 days.
and my dad is not getting a job.
-- + my skool life is not that good.
i get made fun of alot, cuz i dress diff.
mind you, i go to a skool FULL og G-unit ppl..
-- + then, i may seem to " get guys" but there all ass wholes in the end.

but... i want to die.
just to end it all.
but i dont no how to kill myself.
i dont want pain.
i want to die, FAST and not feel it.

andy ideas?

come move in with me.............we'er both from canada! lol
but what you're going through is tough, don't really know what to say.......got a few ways of how to die without pain, but then i would be encouraging suicide.........

encourag suicide, maybe. idono if im going to do it. but. i rather die frrom that, then live on the streets, witch will happen soon.

so tru. but i rele need this. if things to get worse. i need a way out. cuz, it can only go down from here.
you ppl dont understan wats its like. for me that is.

im feeling the same way right now. I dont know what to do. Iv had it with life and i have caused my gf so much pain so i feel like the biggest screw up. She got so PO'd at me just for not leaving her a personal message that i was goin to michigan, instead i had a friend deliver it to her. it was 12:00 am! what am i supposed to do?! and then she tells me i should of gave her a personal messge about it instead so now she tells me iv made her upset more than any time we have been dating....im like ummmm really confused. I think she has anger problems does anyone here agree? I had talk to her on the phone and she kept explaining what ive done in about 30 differant ways. I dotn know whats gonna happen but she doesnt want me callin her til i get bak....this sux, i hate life

i have plans. i have my whole life planed.
i have been talking classes on hair cutting.
and i have a few places that i can get a job at next year.
i have everything planed, where i am, where im going in life.
i no wats going on, and wats been happing,
and i never thoguht aout death. well i have, but i never thought about killing myself.

but now. it maybe, the only way out.
but plz just help me, and tell me a way to do it, pain free. and fast.
i may just change my mind. but there is a 10% chance. that in the end. its the only thing to do.

ACTUALLY i have never rly thought about fast and painless ways to die. all ways have gotta hurt right??

Keep those plans in mind. Those plans are part of who you are.

But don't get down if you go further downhill. Even if you hit rock bottom. Try to stay in school as long as you can. Get a degree. Then you can make your plans happen, but now you got to set the terms. I'm sorry you have to go through this, though. That sux.