need advice/help plz

Right, this is kinda my fault n i accept that, i just need sum advice as to how to let a guy down easily who is in love with me. I've known chris, who is 16, for about 5 months, met him thru a m8, n i got 2 no him. My last relationship was BAD, he was an assehole, so i no how it feels 2 love sum1 n not b able 2 be with them. So, I got to know chris n he RELI lyks me now. I thaut i reli lyked him too, and recently i was on the phone to him n he told me he loved me, and i told him 'i think i luv u too.' n then we were fine. But now.... I hav just 100% realised that i only see him as a friend. But there is more, this has happened to me with him before, this is the 3rd tym now. I feel terribly cruel, n i dnt no how 2 tell him. He liked me so much and the last thing i wana do is hurt him. But i hav made my decision n i dnt want 2 b with him in that way, im only 15, i hav 2 b concentrating on exams n stuff. My life is very crap rite now, n yes, being in love wud b gr8, but im only 15 lol. I've got all the time in the world for 'love'. I think if i got in2 a relationship rite now, all id think about is my bf, id get distracted, and with love comes the whole deal; stress, pressure, worrying etc. I really don't want that. What do i do?? I don't care if he finds out im a bitch, i know ive been very immature about all of it, im just so messed up rite now, i just don't want to hurt him, but the only way i won't be able to hurt him is if i be with him, but in order for a relationship 2 work, both the 2 ppl need 2 want to b in one. I know u r all thinkin how selfish i am, and fine, i agree, but i need some help as to how to NOT hurt chris. U prob mite not wana help me bcoz u think 'y shud i help such a mean gal', but dnt do it 4 me, do it 4 chris. I have tried to like chris in that way, as i said this is the 3rd tym i wud hav dun this 2 him, but i just can't, i don't feel that way about him. What do i do?? What do i say?? I would REALLY appreciate ANY help!!! plz.
Gurdy x (GoddessOfWings)

Thanx, i'll try that. Even if i'm not fully the bad person, i can't help but feel it, ya no? This is so...i can't explain it. lol. It's not good. lol. What if he gets angry though? How will i be able to calm him down? I don't want to lose him as a friend, we had SO much fun when we were friends, but then when he told me he liked me, it all went wierd. Thanx again.

Gurdy x (GoddessOfWings)