OMG HAILIE!

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I THINK HAILIE JUST COMMITTEED SUICIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *tear* I'm so scared! She wrote a last poem, posted it and left me a message saying, "Sierra....I'm so sorryI love you....sorry." I checked her poems and she wrote a suicide note/diary entry!!!! I'm so scaredd!!!!!!!!!!! *tear*

No, I'm anything but okay! I'm crying hysterically!!!!!!! She wrote a freaking suicide note. She left me the last message. She didn't say much on the poem I wrote for her other than she's sorry! I'm as scared as hell!!!!!!

I don't. I can't just wait!! That's like accepting her death, I simply can't do it!! She has a sister to protect! She has a life! *tear* She blew it!!

I can't calm down, teys. She was my first best friend on this site. I can't lose her!! *tear* I feel god awful!! I'll delete all of my poetry because i've gone that crazy! I don't know! But I don't want to believe it, but I don't know what to do!!

But when will I know if she's okay!?!?! I can't wait forever! I don't know what's happening right now. I can't think clearly!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!11

I feel guilty though. I don't know why, because I tried to show her i was there for her, but I guess I didn't do it enough...I

right DONT blame this on yourself. its not your fault plus your not even 100% sure she went through with it am i correct? i dont know you all that well but if you dont believe in god just have faith alright hun? if you want someone to talk to send me an email or if you have msn you can add me at

miss_invisible179@hotmail.com

Emmy

There isn't much you can do but hope and try to calm yourself. She is prolly fine, well, depressed, but alive. Don't blame yourself.

i didn't even know this girl and im crying! i just wrote a poem type thing about her

I wrote a poem too. *tear* She meant so much to me.

i read it too. i do hope that hailie is still alive. i feel kinda weird and shaky knowing what could be happening at this moment. but still you've gotta stay calm and try to get a grip on yourself somehow. whatever happens, its in god's hands now and you have to trust him. everything will be okay. *hugs*

she aint that yung girl in the paper is she????

I think so. She was pretty popular.

i'm so sorry sierra..........i don't know what to say...but please don't blame yourself...you help so many toher people, don't just remember the one you didn't!

rest in peace hailie!

I"M NOT JOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *tear*

She was one of my BEST friends on this site and she's f'ing dead as far as I know. I wouldn't make up this sick joke. Its all in that poem Stay Strong (to Hailie) she responded. Read what she wrote and read her last poem. I wish this were all one big joke, but it isn't. She said in her own words.

sorry......................................:(

Its alright Sonya. I just have to get over the shock and devastation of it.

Tamar Wiener-i wasnt joking.. and your lucky im already screwed up..

still crying.....still emotionally dying...

this is making me so sad to see sierra, one of the happiest people on this site, in pain! please don't cry sierra!

lol, *tear* that was sweet right there, lol. But it does hurt a great deal. The rainy weather here doesn't help, and even though i've had a few ppl trying to comfort me, including teys, I always tune out. Its hard to hear it. I want to believe that she's alive, well, and happy, but I know damn well that's not true.

I mean, can you blame me for being like this? It hurts like hell.

Stephanie said Hailie is in the hospital, she posted on her poem, I think Im losing it, I can stop crying either... *cries* OMG ... I cant beleive she tried !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, wow. Did Hailie try to commit suicide because the was caught for plagery??? That`s sad...in a pathetic way.

Andriana: I personally doubt that's the reason.

But all my love to Hailie, I hope she gets better soon, and is ok.

Okay, I was just kind of wondering.

And yea, I hope she`s well.

omg, i really hope shell be okay. and i hope youll be okay too. its a very tramatic thing to go through when youre so scared like that. ive been through some stuff like that, but it didnt go this far. if she gets back, make sure you comfort her as much as possible. and tell her how scared you were. the fact that she hurt you by doing that to herself might keep her from doing it again. my prayers are with you both. best wishes!

Thanks you guys, I am so relieved. Bless your souls and I'm sorry if I scared you, I was shaking and still am evn though its morning!! Ciao to everyone.

poor hailie :(

I couldnt sleep, I hope she pulls through, I thought about her all night, and Im still shaky and crying, WHY WASNT I THERE FOR HER MORE!!!??!!!
Oh God, please, let her pull through... steph and sierra, im here if you need to talk... wow... im losing it... im praying for you hailie... i love u girl

hailie is ok...well...kinda...she's in critical condition in the hospital last i heard from her sister stef. jus wanted 2 let you guys know.

*jenny*

that's good news for now

I still am worried... I cant stop thinking about her :'-( Oh God, I hope shes okay

Yes....she'll hopefully be alright *tear*

Can you believe I'm still crying?

No you don't. Don't wish to know the people who hurt you. I wish I didn't know her now, because if I didn't, I wouldn't be feeling half this much pain.

Though she was a great poet, a wonderful inspiration and friend, its just not worth it, yet I feel it.

Wait, how do you guys know FOR SURE that she committed suicide...

Thanks, but the day keeps getting worse. My next best friend on this site, out of the blue, Georgi, is threatening to commit suicide. She's telling me again, that she loves me and goodbye. And I'm again scared as hell!!!!!! *tear*

Why does everyone I love keep doing this to me? Do they not care about me at all or what this is doing to me?!?!?!

Omg, that's so sweet, Stph, but I still think that this is devastating to everyone, especially you. I'm sure it had a major impact on you and I'm so sorry!!!!!!!

Glad she's still there. I hope with all my heart she comes back soon!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugs and kisses!!!*

I really do love both of you!! It nearly killed me to see this happen. I'm so glad that you're strong for everyone steph, but you shouldn't have to be. I'm here, seriously. I'll always be here for you!! :-D.

Hope you're feeling better!!!

LOVE!!
~Sierra

Stephanie... dont worry i dont think anyone is upset with her. we are all just thankful that she is alive. Sierra... i know you have no idea who i am... but i know zac and i told him to get online asap so he should be on soon. if you guys want to talk im here to listen. hope you two feel better soon. give hailie our love.
~cort~

Oh God, please let her be okay... Im still crying and shaky, shes all I can think about... Im gonna be devastated at school tomorrow..
:'(
Stay strong Sierra and Steph, love you guys
-xx-

haha, teys, I do agree!! I love you though! I'd send flowers to your hospital bed!! lol.