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i dont know what to do. theres no one percific problem, its just things that build up over time. i cant tel any1 face to face bcz i dnt hav the courage. i havnt stoped crying 4 days now, my mum went in mu room n found stains and now wants to take me 2 a phyciatrist. i/m comeing to the end of it now. i tried to kill myself today, but only passed out.this is the first time i've evr mentioned anything. i just wnt sum1 2 tlk 2 rly.

i'm always here for you to talk to my addy is bleedblack7@hotmail.co.uk if u wanna chat.
I know it can be hard, I'm there, I know how it feels. Hang in there!

thank you. iv added you.but i cant go on at the moment.d u hav any advice about what i shud do bout my mum?? do i go o not??

i dont know how ur mum would react, when my mum found out i cut she tried to take away my allowance, urs seem to want you to get better

only do what you feel comfortable to do though
that is the most important thing

hey ive been thru exactly wot ur going thru! email me if u wanna talk k?
irresistible_999@hotmail.com

am nt sure...just bcz people cut dznt mean theyve got sumfin rong wit them does it??if you dont mind me askin d you stil and why do you cut?

no, there is nothing wrong with you. i'm not sure why i cut, it relieves me in a way, and it makes me feel like i can relax again. i'm sorry if that sounds screwed up!

yeah

i guess i dont really understand why people have such a problem with cutting. i dont do it because i want to die. i do it to relase pain, but cutting is someones decision, its my body and i will cut it, if you want a piercing or a tattoo then you can get it, but what i dont understand is how come when we want to cut we cant? its the same as piercings and tattoos...in a way at least...cutting makes me want to be here, it helps me still feel alive...why do people try to take it from us?

Tell your mother that you'll go to counseling under the strict requirement that they will NOT medicate you. The meds they use for any mental illness have very severe side affects. The biggest one being the take your soul. (seriously anyone that knows anyone on meds for ADD, Seasonal Affectiveness Disorder, or Paranoid Schizophrenia will know what I'm talking about!) And if they do decide to put you on them ask the doctor for his Physicians Desk Reference (PDR) for 2005 and look up all the meds and their side affects. Doc's don't always tell you everything you need to know!
Knowledge is power, and it's your body. Don't let them forget that!