No one is actually gonna help me so i don't know why im asking.

wow, thats a long question whith sorta driffted but i think i understand!? well first of all if you really do love him and if you feel hes all that perfect then he wont hurt you anymore and if he does then at least you had ago and YOUR not in the wrong cause he'll be the one wid the guilt! well i think i understand with the presurising thing cause my mates going through something like thta, actually really simular cause hes going to the army soon. she told him to stop presuring her and it didnt work she almost gave in the other day but it didnt feel right so it never went ahead! well wat im trying to say i guess is that you should only do it for you and if you're not up to it dont do it! if he forces you into it he's not all that perfect.

wat you really really have to rememeber is that there will be other guys, i know in your eyes the world seems perfect with him but i think that he realy isnt all that good and if he is then you have nothing to worry about!

if you understood that i dont know but i gave it a shot! i know wat its like posting questions and not getting repliys well anywaygood luck hun and im sure wat eva happens it meant to be!