crazy.....

How do you know if you are crazy. i think i am losing my mind because i keep freaking out in my bed when i am alone. I like do weird things and yeah...i dunno i think i am going crazy.

You do weird things in bed......please DONT say anymore.

yeah i no tht sounds wrong but i like sit up at night and just talk to myself and...i don't wanna go into detail but i am just really freaked becoz i dunno the only way i can put it is tht i think i am going mad

yeah well i dunno....just yeah...hhhmmmm..can't explian without looking like a prat (yes i can actually look like a bigger prat than i already am)

No no no. After saying the thing about the bed......you couldnt possibly show yourself to be any more of a prat......lol only joking.

fine well........stuff u GGGRRRRR!!! i just need sumone to talk to but fine it doesn't matter

no because i will just look like an idiot. I realise this now.

Calm down alex. I think you're going crazy again....

Look if you're really worried see a phyciatrist or a doctor. Get proffesional help. None of us can help you if you dont tell us exactly what it is that makes you think you're crazy. I talk to myself all the time, and I dont think Im crazy. I fact me and myself have very good conversations sometimes. Im a very interesting person to talk to :D. So why do you think you're crazy?

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Exactly. Im sorry if I joked around at first Alex but Im sure if you talk to someone you'll feel better.

Alex if you want someone to talk to, you're not going the right way about it. You have to speek so the other people speek back!

well.....really tacky but sumone i knew died a few years ago but i think of them like LOADS and i started talking to him then started imagingin he was in the room with me, like my guardian angel he foloows me around and wen i get stressed i talk to him. But isaw this thing on a t.v program it was like wat was happening to me, and a doctor sed it was her halluincating and this has started making me wonder and doing strange things which makes me think i am losing my mind.

You can laugh at me now

If you can have a logical two sided debate with your self then either you are carzy or a genius. Most geniuses have some kind of psychosis. Do you wake up talking or do you wake up and then start talking. You may just be one of the many people who talk in their sleep and your unconscious mind transitions into your waking mind. Either way it's not that odd.

Alex, of course we're not going to laugh. It just sounds as if you havent got over the death of this person. Have you considered having bereavement councilling?

I havn't even seen his grave yet coz i live in the north and he lived in the south. I can't get down their to go and c him. Which makes it worse. But we actually have converstions...its sounds proper like my life is mixed up but he stopped me killing myself once.

Would I be being nosy if I asked how he died?

h this would be a long story...long story short he was a blind diabetic who had kidney failure but...wen i c him. i c him before anything happen to him so he looks young and healthy...he sed this is how he wished himself to be.

Perhaps you should not dwell so much upon the past. What is gone is gone. People are born and people die it is the way of the world. However you cannot live in the past, only today. When you get the urge to talk to this dude, go call someone on the phone and talk to them instead. Because yours lies the path of madness. Trust me, I went down that path and no matter how many breadcrumbs you leave there's still a witch at the end ready to eat you.

nice way of putting it. but anyway i can't reach my friends by phone at 2 in the morning

Look maybe you should go see a councillor about this, you sound like you're in denial about his death.

Then do what I did. I started a collection of letters. Letters to my friend his name was Brian Vivian, he was paraplegic. He choked to death at 15. I still remember his smile and laugh. But those emotions in you have to go somewhere. Put them on paper, use your pain to work harder (assuming you have a job) or use the lessons that that person taught you to go on living. Would he want you to stop living because he did?

No he wudn't but he helps me so much and i am not ready to lose him. Even if it is my imagiation. I don't think it is. It IS scott he is there i no he is. But i dunno :'( I can't keep trying to hide the fact tht i talk to him. It's like cuttin gi am sick of tryin to hide it.
I think my life is messed up but I feel as if i wanna be put away so i can be alone just me by myself so i can talk and sort things out. i am fcuked up arn't i?

ive been thinking the same things a lot lately, i think because im lonely or something...i just start talking to myself, yesterday i talked to myself even about maybe going insane or something. but then afterwards i felt better. i personally think its fine that you do, sometimes it helps if you have no one else to talk to. and it would seem normal if when you had no one to talk to, instead of just talking to yourself, you talked to him too. my advice would have to be just not to worry too much about it, like previously said if you think youre going insane, you probably arent, that gives me some hope when i talk to myself. i think its just another way of getting out all those pent up emotions. i find my self doing it when im especially angry or sad or whatever. so dont worry about it too much and just try and work out the reasons you think you are talking to yourself.

do weird things in your bed...hmmm....

don't worry theres nothing wrong with you, it's completly normal, your actions that have taken place in your bed are just a simple part of human nature that doctors call
"masterbation"

OMG!!! shut up.

Thank u at least sum people care about peoples feelings

hahahaahhahahhaa

ok people don't blow a fuse!

I suggest you all calm down, cause trust me alex there are gonna be worse jokes than mine;)

So I'll leave you all to your discussion if you haven't blown up yet

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