Feel lost and little and forgoten

I have done some pretty
stupid thing and still i dont
understand why i did them?
i think maybe i want to be someone i'm not
but i don't know anymore...
i have depression and i know that
but i don't want it...
its lead me onto cutting and isolation
i've lost who i used to be and i want it back....
but i don't kno how?

_-_THANK YOU SO MUCH_-_
its nice to have someone to talk to...

ne1 here wanna be my mate!?!!? LMAO my best mate aint allowed internet no more ...........*cries hysterically*