BleedingAngel
19 years ago
I feel like that right now....I want to hurt myself so bad, or even leave this place....Sorry I can't tell you how to be happy, but I can say that you are NOT alone!!! |
ღ*KiM*ღ
19 years ago
have u tried totalli spilling everything to someone then going out and having total fun? doing sumthin you love. It may only last a while, but you do it again and before long you should be just that bit happier :) |
ßeAuTiFuLlY~bRoKeи
19 years ago
yeah iv'e definately fealt that way, i still do all the time, especially about the crying...but iv'e realized the only thing missing is a better attitude about things. or sometimes friends, i shy away from people to often cause i don't want them to know the real me, but i think it would be better to at least give them a chance to see me for who i am. if you can find someone who loves you for you you'll probably be more happy. also, it's really hard to look at things in a positive way i know but sometimes the only thing thats missing is to realize you're alive and that wasting time on telling yourself your so sad will make you more miserable. (this is coming from someone who doesn't take her own advice sometimes cause it is really hard, and i know how you feel, but i really hope this helps.) |
Krystin
19 years ago
ya me to..i mean if i had a happy life.. i wouldnt be going on the internet seeking help with my problems. |
~*LorienElf*~
19 years ago
recently ive been feeling the same way. its like theres nothing you can do to get you out. cutting presents itself, but its not the right way and it just gets you even more like that. and then you start to think of suicide and stuff and thats even worse. its like theres absolutly nothing you can do but cry, but then you cant. i know what it feels like. its not a great feeling and im still trying to find a way out as well. it helps just to keep up hope that youll find a way. like maybe youll meet someone or something really great and incredible will come. im pretty sure it helps just to keep up that hope until you can really find what youre looking for. and i know how you feel about the friend thing too. its like you really want to tell them how you feel and trust them so they really know who you are and you can stop acting, but the words just never come. and whenever the oppurtunity arrises, you just cant, i dunno why. it was really hard until i found out one of my close friends was the same way and sometimes we talk about that stuff, but theres some things i feel like even she doesnt understand... |