depression?!?!?

This is for people who are depressed. Erm...sounds stupid but. I am depressed and have bin for nearly 2 years but i wanna know if you are depressed do you ever get feeling of happiness sometimes. Like when you hear a happy song that reminds yu of being little before we found out how crap the world was. well yeah. So the question basically is. If you are depressed you you ever sometimes feel happy for about like 5 minutes but then go back to being totally depressed??

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yes, it is common in my life.
I have very up and down moods. One minutes I'm ok, the next something has sparked me off. And a lot off the time it is just something in my head, that I had thought of.
The worst thing is; is people around you think it is their fault and arguments start and they think you are just being difficult.
Sometimes a song can change my mood- from good to bad and vice versa.
what sparks you off?

music sparks me lol. Music has such a big influence on my life and certain songs remind me of certian things. such as steps songs (yeah i no) remind me of being little dancing in my room with my old best friend and just sitting there trying to sing. Whilst creed - arms wide open. tht song reminds me of crying on my bed wen i feel out with my best mate.

See songs big influence. also friends can make you feel crap depending on how u feel. E.g if ur best friend doesn't notice you had your hair cut (bad feeling) or if everyone of your friends comment on how nice u look in your new outfit (good feeling)

yeah but tht doesn't work all the times as i attract happy things wen i am happy yet they turn completly wrong wen i want them to turn out right. Life is a bitch lol.

lol true true

people who are always looking to be happy through life...are unhappy people...why look for happiness when it can one day just come to you...dont stress it...its like looking through truths...never expecting a lie...with life comes unhappiness...its inevitable...

SHIT, EVERYTIME I TRY TO BE HAPPY IT GETS RUIEND BY SOMETHING OR SOMEONE. SO HAPPYNESS DONT EXSIST TO ME.

Hey! Yeah, I've been diagnosed with depression and I've actually been put on pills (i refused to take them). But yeah, i do sometimes get sudden bouts of happiness. I mean, it happens around my friends all the time. I'm always "happy" around my friends, but i'm just pretending. And YES... SONGS!!! Songs that i would listen to when i was younger do actually make me happy. But the REAL happiness only lasts for a little while... then i go back to my normal ways.

I have two friends tht i cud be ready to run and jump of the nearest tall building but as soon as i c them. My face just lights up and they can make me a normal teenager agan. But as soon as they have there "moments" wen they don't like me tht just kills me :'( oh well. I told them there are the only things tht makes me happy and they just hugged me : ) wat r friends for. *sighs*
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