*Come Here To Vent*

I know that EVERYONE has something bugging them on their mind...so heres your place to vent...and just get what evers on your mind out.

ILL GO FIRST

BEN: i loved you with everything in me and why cant you just see that!!! you always tell me how much you want a "good girl to treat you right" well hello? im right here! you've made me so cunfused on what to do that i hate you so much rite now. i just hate you for leaving me so broken and ruined.

NOTE* THIS IS NOT TO BASH PPL SIMPLY TO GET YOUR EMOTIONS OUT AND ON THE TABLE WHERE NO ONE WILL JUDGE YOU OR TELL YOU ITS WRONG*

Thank you.

Okay tell me if this is fair:

Be the best friend you can be for 2 years, always there, never once complained, had laughs and ALOT of cries. Then she decides she wants to commit suicide, and talks to me bout it. well I of course am upset, and try to talk her out of it. then she just blocks me. I have no way to get ahold of her, so I'm freaking out.... go to school the next day, dont know wether or not shes alive. I'm scared. and I email her over and over again, and now she wont even reply to tell me shes okay?? I know she is okay, cuz she was talking to my cousin, but she never once emailed me to say, I'm okay! FUCKIN BITCH!! ERRGG

stupid fuck ass friends tht think they r too good for everyone

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Dad - well well well mr i'll have a daughter only when i want one thanx. U SELFISH BACKSTABBING SHIT. i HATE u for walking out, i HATE you for pretending to love me, i HATE u for hurting mum, i hate u for hurting me, for disowning me, u heartless peice of nothing u dont deserve anything ESPECIALLY not the love i once felt for you. i cant believe u did what u did, no1s hurt me like tht b4, and now u wanna be mates? u got another thing coming coz i dont EVER wanna see u agen

wow tht feels A LOT BETTER. lol

this is a good thread! :D xxxxxxxxxx

Claire : why the f*** would you do this i confided in you , you had no f n right you broke my friendship with my best friends for twisting the truth, how could you.

Niamh why did you believe her word over mine i was you best friend now you shut me out im drowned in the dam silence which never ends. you have no idea how i feel what drove me to suicide in the first place i tried to explain but you didnt want to hear did you, you lied friends dont act the way you did and ever day i saw you in school i wanted to curl up and die the looks i was given did you have to tell the whole class, obviously, i cant forgive you 2 months of the silent treatment cured me i can assure you i dont need a friend who wont believe me.

Kathleen your a teacher why of all people did you lie to me?

Megan your so selfish and you have such a big mouth!

good post a feel much better now that its all out
thanks

jen x x x

wow all our probs so far are about friends! lol

let it all out!!! xx

i feelSO MUCH BETTER after tht it has to b sed!!

I vent through my poems..I can't express it in many other ways..

awwwww u can try?? it helps! xxxxxx

Er..Ok =)

Brennie- It wasn't my fault..Sarah told you all along it wasn't me,Yet you still don't believe me?He left me for you..Used me to get to you! Then you go and blame me when he leaves you? Thats just wrong..

Stupid people... Stupid me... Stupid world... God damn it... I don't want to die but I do... I feel like running away... Running to heaven.... I'll never ever return to this horrid place.. NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER. NOT NOT EVER WILL I COME BACK TO THIS HORRID PLACE. Ok 1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10.. ok I'm calmed down... Ok... life sucks... I wish I were dead... actually no, that would be selfish of me.. I wish I never existed in the first place, no one will miss me that way... Ok... I wouldn't want to bother anyone with my venting, so I'll say I'm done. Peace all.
-nick

FUCK......SHIT......DAMN... OH IM NOT POST TO CUST IN HERE UH?..OPPS..LOL

oo ive been wanting to do this for awhile...

Clarissa: omg wtf clarissa!!!!????!!!!??!?!?!?!? shelly never ever lied about any of that, but you had to go and be a retard about it and say she did! you are the frikin lier, so dont do that ever again!!!! if you do i think i might just kill you

Everyone in My Class: wtf, you are all retards!!!! why dont you wake up for a second from your stupid superficial world and relize that i exist!!!!! you think you know everything about everyone, well you dont!!! dont label me!!! you dont know the first thing about me!!!! so why dont you do me a favor, and stfu before i kill you!!!!!!!

i hate everything about this!!!! why does everyone have to label and judge and tell me what to think and do?!?!?!?!!??!?!?!!?!? well guess what, STFU YOU NOOBS!!!!!!!!! i just want to yell to the world about how i feel!!! you may think im a frikin freak after that, but then i wont have to see any of you ever again. so i do that stuff and think about that stuff, why dont you just f*** off and get the hell away from me you b***** !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 111!!!!!one one one!!!!!!!1111one 111!!!! !!!!!11111one !!!one !!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg, that feels so much better.....thank you very much, i really needed that

Umm...ok I'll vent lol---
Bek (From NSW), you have always been there for with such wise words and so much support. You always made me feel better when things went wrong or I needed someone to talk to b4 I did anything....Then the other day you send me a fucking message saying your fucking walking away because you cant help me anymore!! WTF?? What did I do wrong? Why did you all of a sudden turn your bak on me! its not fare!!!! And i didnt lie about cameron passing away either! If you dont beleive me call my school, when/if u get this, message or send me an email and i will give u there phone number and you can ask them yourselfves ok! Im not a fucking lier if u cant handle that than..i dont no if we can be friends anymore im sory.

Ohh...this looks like fun....

Christy-OMFG!!!! Are you freakin dumb? Did you really think that coming to me, of all people, and telling me that you think you're clinically depressed, and lieing to me, and telling me that you're cutting yourself was going to help you?? F**K YOU!!!! Your only problem is that stupid dickass boy-toy you have!! You have a great life you and damn well know it!!! You lied to me about your mom telling you that you were clinically depressed! You know that you said it just for attention, Curtis told me so!!!! Those so called cuts? To bad you're full of it and just want Tim to hold you!! You said you used your nails and you have scars? Where are they bitch? Huh? You were wearing short sleeves yesterday and I looked, where were they? I really wish that I could just punch your head through a god-damn wall right now!!

Nicole-He broke your heart huh? Well how is that? How did he break your heart if it was ME that he cheated on you selfish bitch!!! And what about Curtis? Huh? He's such an amazing guy, and you treated him like a welcome mate!!! I hope you die!

Ok...I feel better....thanks!

ok...

Mum: PLease leave me alone, I know your worried but you don't have to go on all the time

Dad: STOP TAKING THE PISS OUT OF ME AND YELLING AT ME ALL THE TIME

unnamed: You destroyed me and now you want me to forgive you, You messed up my life you BITCH I hate you for it... HOw could you.... you turned everyone against me I HATE YOU...

Teachers: stop judging me on the cuts on my arms fucking hell it has nothing to do with you... Stop gossiping about me at luch IM NOT BLIND....

other people: FUCK YOU I HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOUVE DONE... BULLYING ME EVERY DAY... I WILL GET YOU BACK

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Thats all!

i just wanted to scream!!!!

...I wish I could move to another state far away and never be connected with anyone I currently know, not that they'd notice my absence anyway...

you know what really helps? just smashing the keyboard from time to time. it helps get out some tension
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ok im done thanks

Freaking writer's block! I hate you!

:)

Car

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i HATE this fucking world!!!!!! need to vent! i LOVE this post baby!!!!!!!!! hehe

unnamed : what is ur problem????? why do you act so fucking different around everyone? ur SO 2 faced its like one min ur one person, and then around everyone else ur totally different! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?!!? WHY cant u just STOP caring what everyone thinks of you and BE URSELF for once in ur life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND STOP BITCHING ABOUT ME AND TELLING PEOPLE WHAT I TELL U IN CONFIDENCE. THATS NOT WHAT MATES FUCKING DO!!!!! AHHHH STUPID BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! get over urself and start acting like a best mate and not like a total cow!!!!!

***** : u reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeli do have absolutely NO fucking idea do you!!!!! what is WRONG with you???? u act like u own the fucking world! u dont babe! u have done so many things to hurt me and now im starting to think ur doing on purpose!more and more fucking insults u throw at me every single fucking day!!!!! gossiping about me to anyone hu will listen!!!! if ur fucking worried about me and what i do (which i very much doubt u r babe coz u r 4ever telling me my "issues" dont matter to anyone) then fucking talk to me not everyone else!!!! AND if u say they dont care about my "issues" WHY THE HELL go talk to them about it???????????? u talk but nothing makes any sense u freeeeeeeak!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant stand u! uve lied to me, broken promises, bitched about me, ditched me and u expect ME to ALWAYS be the one to say sorry!!!!!!!!!! NOT ANY MORE!!!! u can go fuck a tree for all i care u backstabbing cow. LEAVE ME ALONE and DONT TALK TO ME!!!! I HATE YOU!

Teachers: STOP CALLING MY HOUSE DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT NEED UR FUCKING HELP THANX!!!!!!!!!! stop talking about me, stop staring at me all the time, stop writing letters to my parents just fucking leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid woman in town: I WASNT IN THE MOOD OK????? SO WHY TALK TO ME!!!!!!! AHHHHHH U WEIRDO!!!!!!!

DAD : I HATE YOU. three words i promised myself i would never say to you. mum told me you'd let me down, you;d hurt me, you'd make me cry. but no, i wouldnt have it, i promised myself id NEVER listen and id ALWAYS love you. well guess what
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
ill say it over and over and over and over again until u fucking leave me alone. ur NOTHING to me, u dont deserve the dirt on my shoes let alone my love. U LEFT ME! REMEMBER? U FUCKING LEFT ME!!!!!!! so WHY shd i 4give u? all these years of shopping trips, new phones, new shoes, trips round the world, why did u give me them? WHY!!!!!!! WHY couldnt i have love instead? I DONT FUCKING WANT ALL THIS SHIT THT UR MONEY CAN BUY, i dont want it dmmmit!! so STOP trying to make things better with a credit card!!! i dont want money! why cant u see that! ur SO happy with ur whore of a girlfriend, ever wondered why she;s with you????? i'll leave tht for u to figure out shall i!!!!! ur so blind u cant see whats going on with ur own fucking daughter, u no what? i dont even wanna be calle dur daughter coz I HATE WHAT U DID AND I HATE YOU. u hurt my mum so much and SHE was the one hu had to raise me ON HER OWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE was the one hu paid for my school fees, fed me, clothed me, what the fuck did u do u peice of shit????????? NOTHING! STILL NOTHING! NOTHING AT ALL!!!!!! not even school fees to help mum out!!!! she had to do BOOTFAIRS every sunday JUST to keep me alive! and where the hell were you???? somewhere in paris or spain getting married no doubt. selfish bastard! I HATE what u did to us! i hate what u made me! i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wish over and over again for a dad who genuinally cares about me, for someone who will look after me, love me not shove a credit card in my face every time summit gets tough. ur so selfish u never think about anyone cept urself U HAVE A DAUGHTER!!!!! HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u couldnt handle responsibilty if ur life depended on it. u run at the slightest sign of commitment. Julia ur precious gf?? she is always in china. i wonder why. she probs has a whole other family out there!!!! and comes back to u once every two months for a quick shag. Its bcoz of u i have "issues" bcoz of YOU ! why did u fuck up my life?????? U FUCKING SELFISH BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

ok im fine.wow this helped. sorry its long, u dont need to read it, i jst had to "vent" hehe thanx so much!!!!!!!

to kelly: im sorry that i stopped u....i no how much u wanted to go.... and now ur stuck in residental all bc of me.... b tuwith that rope drapped around ur neck i coodnt watch u do it... u ran into the bathroom bt i opened the door quickl then u tried to do it rite in front of me and im sorry im so sorry but i coodnt watch i coodnt let u leave.... ur my best frend.... im sorry that ur stuk in residental i no id hate me if were u cuz i stopped u form dieing and u wanted to so bad.... so i thank for not being mad.... i wish u'd call from sant maries tho i no u left promising u wood i jstu feel bad that ur stuck there..... n i guess i just feel that if i were u i wood miserable i just feel i made u miserable that nite in ccis wen i made u live

teachers: okay just bcuz i changed schools cuz HELLO? i had no friends there its like you don't have to ask all the crappy questions and "why do u have to leave> is everything all right here?" heck no are you blind?!!
grace: you're my best friend forever and you know i cant live without you but please stop talking about fina in that manner now bcuz she's my friend too and a really good one and it really hurts me to know that im in the middle and i love you both so much!
God: i know we HAD to come to finland but it really sucks here with no friends and i hate my school, why why why did we have to come and leave behind the only place i've ever called home Lord are you listening? hello??? i know you are and you know i'm in so much pain please i just wanna go back to china!
..noname...: heck you know i dont like it so stop talking about it for once and get over it please i can't take it anymore!

THANK YOU! that really helped!

Ok, have any of you kids forgiven these 'horrid' people for their transgressions or do you let it fester inside and consume you?

Have you confronted these people with a calm disposition and quiet nature to sort out the problems you have? Or do you keep it inside or bitch about them in return?

Ok then here we go.....

PHIL: Wat is the point in you!! I HATE YOU! you think tht u r gods gift to women when infact ur just a freak!!! I went out with you 3 years ago and now 3 years later you r still in my life but going out with all my oter ates!!!!! You use vicky and abby like they will just be there weneva u want them to be. Like they will drop EVERYTHING for u. lol. U!!! Yuo are nothing not worth a seocnd of my life. You used me. After going out with me than abby and then vicky then abby and then vicky and then abby. You decide to try it on with me!! and i fell for your i really love you speech! I was a fcuking fool to fall for it but i did! Then you get off with me. And i think everything will be bril and my life will be so much better and i wudn't be pushed around. but then u told no-one so i didn't either we just smiled everytime we saw each other. My life felt so good. and then two weeks later u went and got off with abby. The day before my birthday! she came into school so happy and told u all. I nearly collasped in shocked!!! The only person tht knew was kathryn and wen i told her she looked ashamed!!! :'( then two weeks after tht u got off with vicky!!! It was like u meeded to do sumthig to pass the time!!!! I cant belieive YOU!!!! who do u think u are. Destroying me life!!! fcukin with me!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!! YOU DO NOT DESERVE TO HAVE FRIENDS LIKE VICKY AND ABBY WHO WOULD JUST DROP EVERYTHING FOR YOU!!!!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH YOU HAVE HURT ME......HURT THEM! YOU ARE AN IMBELISE (sp) !!!!! AND THIS WOULD ALL BE OK IF I ACTUALLY STILL HATED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( instead i have to live everyday knowing i will love you SSSOOOOOO much and tht I WOULD drop everything to be with you just like vicky and abby would! :'( I HATE YOU FOR THE FACT THT I LOVE YOU!!!!

FRIENDS: You think you can push me around like i am not worth anything. You never ask me to go anywhere and wen i asked you wat you wanna do with me u r like oh sorry alex i am busy!! BUSY MY ARSE!!!!!!!! fcuk u fcuk all of u i have only one true mate tht i trust! MYSELF!!!!!! GET THT INTO UR HEDS!!!

Me: I am fat ugly little gilr. Yes i am so live with it!!! no matter how many times you look in the mirror you are not going to lose like 5 stones and be skinny!! Yes u r never gonna get grade A*'s never because u r stupid! stupid enuf to love the wrong person! Love two wrong people! wat is the point in being a teenager. Why can't we all stay young and naive. Navie of EVERYTHING tht goes wrong in the world!!!!!! I HATE LIFE SO MUCH!!!!!!! GGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

**God tht has made me feel so much better* * sort of* *i think* *oh well anyway..........sorry about tht* *sighs* ifes never perfect!

~@L€X~

**never realised i was gonna write tht much on phil oh well**

Dad: WHy the fuck did you leave me? Didn't you love me? God, why did you of all people have to be my father? I hate you, but at the same time I love you! I hate what you did to me, it's all because of you that I am the way I am, that I smoke, that I hang out with fuckin whores, that I am called a whore, that I hate school more than anything, that my mother is never here, that we have no money, that I don't fuckin believe in god anymore, all of it is your fault!!!!
But at the same time, you gave me life. You were the one that took me to church every sunday, you taught me to read, you taught me to sing, you taught me the joy of reading, you used to read to me at night before I went to bed, you taught me the joy of writing, of acting, of dancing, of everything I love, you brought me to every play you were in so that I loved them as you do, I get all my artistic abilities. And above all, you were my father. But then you had to go and leave our family. Why, Daddy? You know the thing that hurts the most is that I thought you loved me. You were a good father. You were my idol. You were the person I based my life on. When you left, my life collapsed, just like the Towers.

Sarah: What the fuck is your problem?? You have the same friends I have, you've done the same fuckin things, why the fuck can't I hang out with them??? You tell me that they are different from you, but they're not. You are the same. You hate Jaycee because you think she's a slut cuz she's had sex. Well guess what sarah, you told me yourself that you and your bf fuck all the fuckin time!! And you get high just like they do, and you don't see any problem with it!!! You know, if you tell mom I'm hangin out with them, I'm gonna tell her all the stuff about you, all the bad shit you've done. Then at least I won't go down alone.

Guys: Leave me the fuck alone, I am not some animal in the zoo that you can just sit and goggle at. I have feelings too, and you don't know a fuckin thing about me! I am not a slut, I haven't even had sex yet! So stop callin me names, stop judging me. And I am not just a piece of ass to stare at either. I will not turn tricks in the park like other girls. I'm different. I have emotions like every other person in this world. So stop buggin me!!

Whoa, that felt good. :D

i know exactly how u feel rikki
xxxxxxx

God, there's so much more to say than that, but it would take forever and a day.

Bob: Why The H*ll Did You Seduce Me And Talk 2 Me Like Trash Afterwards Why Do u Not Care About What Happens To Me When I've Done Nothing But Be Kind Why The H*ll Do u Treat Me Like a Trophy U Can Flash Around Infront Of Friends?? I'm Not a Whore It Was Rape And U Know It Was! Ok Thats Enough Of Venting lol x-Jewels-x

wow u captilize every beggining letter!!!! wow tht must take a while

let me try
Hello My Name wooooooo thts hard

You know what, fuck it, this site is here for ranting and I'm gonna get it all out

Jocelyn: I FUCKIN HATE YOU SO BAD You ruined my life and you broke up our fuckin circle of friends, you ruined all of our lives and almost broke up Jaycee and Robbie and they BELONG together and you know it, you're just a dirty whore, that's the only reason you fucked him, and you've had two kids before the time you were fuckin 15 you fuckin whore I hate you so bad I HAD TO LEAVE THE STATE TO GET AWAY FROM YOU!!!! I'LL HATE YOU TIL THE DAY I'M FUCKIN PUSHIN UP DAISIES!!!!!!!

Trevor: Omg how can you be so insensitive! You are the biggest jerk in the history of the world!! You led me on, you made me believe it would work between us, I thought you were the perfect guy, I loved you so much, and then you had to turn out to be a fuckin jerk!! God, you never even liked me, let alone love me! You couldn't like me, but you had to like every other girl in the school, except the one that loved you the most. I used to just sit and stare at you during class, thinking how perfect you were, that you were so kind, such a gentleman, so perfect. Well, fuck you Trevor, you are a decieving little mite that doesn't deserve anyone or anything!!!

Robbie: (This isn't a ranting, I just have to get it out) Why do you have to be so perfect? Why did you have to be with Jaycee? I wish it could've worked for us. But now you are with Jaycee, and she is my best friend so I can't tell her how much I like you. And you guys are meant for each other, you love each other so much, it hurts to see you guys together. And to think, I was the one that set you up! But I'm happy for you, in a demented sort of way. God, I feel like Cosette. She loved Marius so much, but she died trying to get a message from his lover to him. Jesus, I hope I don't die :D

Danielle - I can't say this enough... why did you have to break our promise? Why did you have to kill yourself? You have no idea how hard it is on me Danny. I saw your body, your wrists bleeding... but I couldn't do anything. I felt like killing myself. I tried killing myself! Danny I wish you can just come back. I miss you so much. You were my best friend Danny. Danny I want to see you soooo bad, just one more time. I love you Danny... even though you broke our promise. Rest In Peace baby girl...

Dad - Why did you have to come back?!?! My life was so much more better without you! You beat me since I was 10 years old... then you walked out on us when I was 13... and now you decide to move back in when I'm 16, and once again YOU'RE BEATING ME!!! Dad what is wrong with you?!?! Why do you do this to me? Just go away!!! I HATE YOU! Don't you see the way I look at you when you beat me??? Don't you have a heart? Dad please leave... I promise I won't miss you.

Wow... I can just imagine if my dad see's this... damn will I get a beating

Take Care everyone!!! Tina

Bret Higgins : umm the point of this post is to get all the frustration out of you. but yeah of course ive atleast talked to the ppl and its just that some frustration just doesnt go away so i had to post it here. get it? yay

lol yep! ive posted here 2ce now it makes me feel so much better and once ive let my anger out...i dont need to cut nemore its amazin! so i hope nun of u mind me shoutin off here...if u do mind then tell me, i jst find this a lot better than cutting....hope u can support me! xxxxxxx

Un-nammed: i'm so sorry that you've done this to our friendship. Well you nkow what? you can have all the laughs, the memories, the tears, and the good times back! yes i fu cking said it! i dont want anything to do with you! i hate you for you, along with everyone else, are leaving me....completly broken.

Okay... Man, do I ever need this. *closes eyes and inhales deeply*

Vi: Don't you see what you're doing to yourself? Going out EVERY freaking day after school to get high? You have a fucking LUNG DISEASE because of it! You have clinical depression caused by ecstasy use!! Don't bitch and complain that they cancelled your surgery ever again, because you know what? It's your fault you even NEED the surgery to begin with. But hey, its your life, right? Why bother even listening to Krysie anymore when she tells you you're concerned, right? She's just the one who stayed up with you until three in the morning MORE THAN ONCE when you were too fucking suicidal to be left alone. You know, you claim to think of me as a sister, but you know what I see? I see a kid who's trying to make himself believe he's doing good in the world by adopting a poor, broken Krystle and attempting to fix her! It's not working. Every time you go out to get stoned, you leave me with even less respect for you than I had to begin with. I know, I know, its your life, your lungs, you can do whatever you want. I have nothing against getting stoned every now and then, but when it hits the point where its destroying everything else in your life, you should be smart enough to know when to lay off.

Jenn: I love you girl, but fuck off. You have no right to do "cut checks" every day. Don't you think I REALIZE I have a problem? Every time you grab my wrist (in front of a large number of my friends) and push up the cuffs to check for fresh cuts, you're not only embarassing me, but you're embarassing yourself. You're not accomplishing anything by doing it. Your incessant nagging will not stop me from doing this. Hell, its called an addiction for a reason! Believe me, if I could stop, I would. You should realize that by now.

Mom and dad: LAY THE HELL OFF. I am not your precious A student anymore. You can't lock me in my cage and chain me to my desk. So what if I achieve less than your required 90% in a class! Doesn't mean I'm any less smart than I appear to be. I AM ONLY HUMAN. I fuck up from time to time, you should know what thats like. You gave birth to me.

Matt: I really, really like you. But I'm not sure I want a relationship right now...I dunno, I can't explain it, even here. I just....GAAH! This pisses me off! When it comes to relationships, its seems I'm physically unable to be committed to a sane relationship. Maybe I'm just destined to be single.

ME: *deep breath* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Whoa, that felt good.

Thanks for lettin me vent. :)

Cheers, Krystle

IM fucking sick of this catholic follow right hand path bullshit...just because i go to the left...means im shunned upon...catholic people think there religion is the only belief that nothing else matters...that this is there world there gOD made it...nothing else not open dont accept that others have religions as well...fuck off...

yes that was in need...thanks

AHHHHHHHHHHH i need this BADLY right now

Mum: WTF!!!!!! u expect to forgive you after all the AWFUL things u sed to me? u gotta be joking. stop acting like we are mates or summit coz we aint and i personally, i dont think i like you very much right now. And another thing? i AM gonna make it! you just fucking watch me! dont tell me my dreams mean nothing to you coz it hurts. stop talking, go sit in a bubble.

Dad: ok, so we're not talking. thts not good really is it. You hurt me a lot, i hope you know that. cause all i really wanted was a father who could love me. But you lied dad, you cheated, and you left me. why did you do that? I think i need you with me , but im not sure. i really miss you. But my mates say i dont need you, but.......do I???? u ruined my life.

Unnamed: WTF is ur problem????? seriously who the FUCK do u think you are????? u stupid attention seeking bitch what are playing at!? why do you act so weird?!! ur being so two faced its unbelievable!!!! why do u strut around as if u own the world?! u dont! come back down to earth and stop living on cloud nine u reeeeli annoy me!!!! AND STOP BITCHING ABOUT ME DAMMIT!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!

Un named 2: FUCK YOU

unnamed 3 : Why r u acting so weird? what have i done to you now?! jeeeez i cant keep up with you!!!!

unnamed 4: WHY THE HELL ARE YOU BEING TWO FACED?!?1?!?!?!?!?!!!?!?!?!?!? SERIOUSLY!!!!! one min ur fine and the next.....its like ur totally different!!!!!1 why the fuck r u doing this!!! grow up!!!!!

unnamed 5: Why wont u talk to me? how can i help u if u dont talk?! jeeez babe u rly need to stop keeping everything in u cant cope with this on ur own u will go over the edge if ur not careful talk to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

unnamed 6: OK SERIOUSLY, u r pissing me off. stop fucking with my heart, make up ur mind coz ur rly hurting me now.

ok one more thing aimed at the 2nd person on this list

FUCK YOU

HFJASFHFKEAJCLKMEHDJBKCVHNFLKJDMCLAKSDJCVS DJDCN FGUCK FUCK FUCK YOU

ok these are all people tht i thort were my mates! woot woot!

Dad: thanks a whole F-ing lot, l hate you so much. You say you never want to see me again and then buy me a knife? And then get mad at me for using it. l'm glad you left. l hope you never come back or l'll use the knife on you. And telling me that l never should have been born is supposed to just make me go away right? Unfortunately not.

Mom: leaving me alone is supposed to make me grow up or something? you leave me for weeks at a time and expect me to be fine with that. but just to let you know. I am tired of being alone. Why do you go for weeks at a time. What did I do wrong. And just because l won't let you read my poems that doesn't mean you have to take away my computer. And if you want me to eat, then buy me some food every once in awhile.

Joe: you turned them all against me. now none of them trust me. You say you won't tell anyone that l cut but you always do stuff just to get me in trouble. Stealing money and then blaming me so that now l get no money. l hate you hate you hate you.

Tyler: what the hell is friendship for if you cant have different oppinions. So just because l say something that you don't agree with you can't talk to me anymore or else l might taint your views? And yelling at me to stop cutting does not help one bit. Neither does blaming me for all your problems. You just need to grow up and take responsibility for your own actions and STOP blaming me for them.

Lee: if l could l would kill you. you have ruined my life and are still free. To ruin other peoples lives and l have to sit back afraid every day that you're coming after me like you said. And the cops can't do a fucking thing about it. l wish l was back there again to grab your knife and kill you with it.

T.J: my own brother and l have to get a restraining order against you. You say you're coming to kill me but if you ever come near me you'ld better hope to God l don't have a gun. I was just trying to keep your daughters from getting hurt and you turn around and trust them with him even more. You would rather trust a friend then your own sister?

Jo'el: you're precious little daughters are gonna get hurt unless you LISTEN to me. Just because you think l'm less then you doesn't mean l don't have something important to say. And as for your dad, l'm sorry he's dead but blaming me for it when l didn't have anything to do with it isn't going to bring him back to life.

Tiffany: you act like my friend until someone better comes along. Then if they leave then you come back to me, but this is to tell you, l'm not going to take it anymore. l'm tired of you using me.

All guys: stop treating me like a sex object. l'm not and never will be. And stop using me.

Shannon: l hate you for lying about me to everyone. And the only reason you had was that my cat had scratched you and you got mad? That wasn't my fault. You don't hit a cat and expect it to just take it. Just like you can't expect to be able to hit me and for me to just take it. l'm not going to anymore.

Taylor: if you want to blame the fact that you're abbused by your step-father on me, then at least have some reasons. l don't even know him so everyone stop using me as a blaming post.

Jody: just because l couldn't come to your stupid party you never talk to me again? what a friend you are.

Shelby: l hate you for telling my brother l cut. l told you that in trust and now you start telling everyone. And saying that l do other stuff that l don't do, what good is that? Fuck that, l don't need you or anyone else.

Lynn: turning your whole family on me so that l can't go there anymore really just shows me how much of an assh*le you are.

Wow, sorry, l didn't realize l was so angry. Sorry it's so long but thanks

wtf?! We used to be so close, and now I don't know anything about you anymore, you are always too depressed to talk, and I have no one to talk to and share my problems with now. When I have a good day, you always bring me down. everything had to turn out about you, your depression, and all that jazz. I love you so much, but I never know if you are telling the truth about anything. You say you are fine, then I hear that you were cutting, and almost suicidal. Wtf is up with that?! You get me so mad sometimes, and I hate it! So would you just stop it!?! you seem perfectly happy in person, but then you are totally depressed online. How am I supposed to know which one is yoU!? I CANT!!! yeah, excatly. wow...that felt good...