my gf dumped me , my mom died, my dad walked out...WHAT NEXT

so you on your own now?

i think its coming to the end of the world.. life sucks... i have it horrible too

dont you feel like you have no one too?

stupid

Hey born2....I just read that you're from Missouri. So am I!!

What part?

I'm sorry that things are going to bad for you right now. I really truley am. I've not been through the some of the things that you have, but I can listen to you. I know that things seem hard. And suicide seems like the only way out. But, if you beleive once that God has a plan for you, don't give up that hope. In the end, he's the only one that can help you through this.

How big are you on your faith? Just wondering. If you don't want to talk about it, that's cool. But if you're not afraid too, and you want my suggestion, and even if you're not to big on it and are willing to try anything, then talk to your priest, or whoever you have. Talk to someone in the church. Tell them what's going on. Even if you don't attend church very often, or at all for that matter, still try to talk to them. They might be able to help you.

That goes for anyone that has read this, and is lost as to what to do. I'm not trying to preach, or put religion onto anyone, I'm merly making a suggestion for those of you that are at your end, and are willing to do just about anything to be happy again.

I don't know....if you aren't willing to do that, then stay with your cousin. Maybe that's where you're supposed to be. Go out, get a job if you don't have, or join a sports team. Something to take up some of your time. That way, you have something else that you can focus on.

It's all just a thought, and I'm rambleing. Sorry!!

Hope I helped, even just a little.

you have much more of a life ahead of you. these years are nothing compared to when your 80 or something, so dont judge it quite yet. god still has a plan for you, as does everyone. instead of dwelling on thoughts of suicide, try to make things better for yourself. you can concentrate on school and get a good education, get a good job, and find a family. you wouldnt want to miss all the things instore for you. enjoy life while you can and try your absolute hardest to make the best of it. you still have a purpose here. i was having trouble realizing that before, but i get now that i need to live out my life to the best of my abilities even if the largerst obsticles are thrown at me, such as my loved ones dying. you can still coontinue on, maybe find someone you can share your life with, just keep going until then. if you end it now, you may never know what wonderful and beautiful things couldve happened to you. and once your gone, your gone, no turning back and changing that. so make the best out of life that you can, try to enjoy the finer things, though a lot of those things may not have come yet. just stick around until they do.

hey im always here for you too, even though i dont know you well anyhow you can private message me if you want. things will settle down and things will get better. I should knwo just be careful with whatever you do ok

Same as unprotected lover, I'm always here if you want to talk, just send me an email.... charlie x

Whats your problem?!

I'm sorry to say it, but teys has a point.
But I'll put it in a less blunt way... you should really take in what he has to say.

"bitching and moaning about your troubles gets you as far as my pinky can throw a 5 tonne truck" that line is VERY true. born2die4pride... you must change your life around, 'God' is not responsible for how others act, they have the freedom to make things hell or not.

Sorry has probably lost all meaning, but I am sorry to read what happened to you.
But sympathy is the main thing this post will get you, so why not try and think of ways YOU can improve your life and be more happy.

Just think about all I have had to say. It sucks what happened to you, but the sooner you can move on the sooner you will be able to feel happiness again.
When I say move on, I don't mean forget your mother dying or the rape. Just grow from it.

"Happiness is not a matter of events; it depends upon the tides of the mind." -Alice Meynell

oh wow, you have had a hard life, that is really sad and i feel for you aswel, but keep your head up, i know it seems like things cant get any better for you but please, dont give up

wat duznt kill u will only make u stronger, uv got thru so much, dnt giv up now, dont thro all ur strength away.

its been hard, yeah, n im sorry but the only one hu can make it better is urself.

in years tym, b able to look bak n think yeah my lyf sucked but i got thru it, cos i am not a quitter.

pick urself up, hold ur head high, walk tall, n kno u can make it on ur own

Eh...I wouldn't worry to much about teys. Some of his posts can be really cool, and some can be mean. I wouldn't worry to much. He's just voicing his opinion as well.

I haven't been in your shoes, so I really don't know what to tell ya. Talk to someone close to you. That way, since they know you, they can comfort you a little better.

you could be flattenned by a herd of wild rhyno's or you could go and slap someone, like a tramp. its 50-50 could go either way

maybe he's setting you up to be able to help others who have gone through something like that. You can talk to them about how you survived and they can to.

hey, if you're at the end of your rope... just tie a knot at the end and hold on as tight as you can. soon, someone or something is going to happen and you'll find the rope being pulled up. you're gonna be okay, bud!
*Zac*

hey born, can you pm please, i know alot about what your going through, and i know this is like the most delayed post ever but i'd really like your help. thanx heaps. xxx [rache]

hey born you're courageous bcuz since your mom died, dad walked outta your life, friend died, gf dumped u, you've been raped...and w/e....and you're still smiling and not cutting...wow, im amazed! u should be proud of yourself bcuz you're definitly NOT weak...wow,...what can i say?

but see i pick up pencils and express my self aswel, but me...i am weak, i still cut, draw pictures of someone hanging, rotting over a lake, hanging from the branch over the lake, and i draw it with my blood, i draw pictures and write poetry but i also cut myself, i dont have the strength to put down the blade, but please dont critisize

Luv Always
*Lucy*

Everyones just different. Some are Strong. Some weak.

and i am a weak one, I'm sorry if u dont understand but it is just how i am!!!, please try to be in my shoes, my life hasnt been as bad as urs but maybe my heart is more fragile, i dont know whats wrong with me but i cant stop, i dont want to

*Lucy*

hey, if you CAN'T possibly stop, you're addicted to cutting and you've basically lost control of your mind...which is definitly not good! and anyway, i dont think anyone is so weak they cant stop if they dont want to. im sure you actually want to, but youjust wont admit it to yourself. man...
Satuxxa

the last thing i wanna do is keep talking about y i cut myself and y i dont stop, can we talk about something else or someone else, like juice, who here likes juice??? i love juice :)

*Lucy*

i like juice

hey don't kill yourself you can make friends on this site if you need help email me at sierraelizabeth2001@yahoo.com or sweeetbabygurl1989@yahoo.com

umm he's not gonna kill himself

Hey Curtis. Life Really Sucks.

Note: God does have a plan. This was it.

~Hina

(Im always here for you)