I WILL GO NUTS SOON

OMG i hate myself i make a total fool outa myself to much i was so mean ok heres the story
i was at a school talent show and this girl announces someone with the last name cockfurt and i start laughin and when i see the girl i burst out laughin as she is overwieght and i look and the guy i like says "be nice" god why did i make a fool of myself he must think im a very mean person now
and then the end of that day i step on a bus drivers shoe he chases after me and i run toward the guy i like to try and hide behind him and the bus driver grabs my backpack and drags me away and steps on my vans
and i know this guy doesnt like me but how can i change this?
it makes me so sad to be alone

awwwww sammi! i would have pissed myself laughing at tht girl too so i wouldnt worry! ahahhaha makes me laugh just thinking about it LMAO LMAO

omg come to meatball hoagies n u can join :) xxxxxxxxx

hahaha i'm surprised no one else laughed. god, that girl was asking for it. dont know what you can do about your guy though *shrugs* if he doesnt like you the way you are, no point in changing for him.
-A

lol... cockfurt....

glad to have some errr positive back up