IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!

I've posted about this subject before in the depression section. I said I needed to get rid the love I had for one of my friends...it's been a while but now I need to more then ever...He's in love with another girl, he's been in love with her for 4 years...I usually sit and listen to him talk about her and I'm fine but last night she wrote him an email saying that she was moving on and he called me real upset and the way he was talking about her I don't know but something clicked in me and I was suddenly mad at him...I just started screaming about how blind and stupid he is and hung up on him and i wouln't answer when he called me back...am i horrible person? I just can't stand this anymore...I need help...I need to get over him beforeI lose him as a friend too...

no your outburst is very understandable. i had the same situation with one of my guy friends and sometimes i just couldnt talk to him anymore about this girl he liked that i would just get mad at him. you should apologise for your outburst to him, but you should also express your feelings for him at the same time, so he understands your outburst more. say something like "it's ok if you dont feel the same for me, i just wanted to tell you" so if he doesnt feel the same way towards you, your friendship doesnt become awkward. hope i helped :)
-A