F U C K IT ALL

hello I'm Lucy, i cut myself because god gave me a barrel of laughs when i look in a mirror, and everyone else just insults me and teases me, i was raped when i was 14 and he got off i didn't take it to court because i was too scared, i was only 14, so now he continuousluy bashes me every time he sees me, i cant go on like this, im dying, my bruises r multiplying and i just cant handle this pain, i wont tell my parents because they will tell the police and i dont wanna go through all of that shit again!!!, please help me! how do i stop him and still feel secure about my life!!

Hey hun, i knwo things must be really hard at the moment but i want you to know there is still someone there who cares. People insult u etc n get a luagh wen u look in the mirror - so do i. I have learnt to deal wiv it the best i can. Your life is not worth ending just for a few people. You have mroe to live for. You're still young. Wait till u can leave and then everything will start to get better. It will take a while but you can start to block out your past, learn from mistakes and live with things. You have no idea how much is ahead of you. If you wana talk email/IM me o chic_uk_01@hotmail.com it mtie be easier that way.
Kepp your head up
Love kim xXx

ok i read that again properly and realised my advice didnt fit. Confront him. Tell him he doesnt bother you anymore. Stand up to him. Let him know that what he did hasnt affected you anymore and let him know where he stands. Tell him how worthless he is and how he does't deserve to be here. And say the only reason you havnt gone back to the police is because you cant stand to see that face any longer then you have to.

oooooooo that bastard!!!you really should go to the police seriously he can really fuck you up!!its better if you would let it out and tell someone so they can help you and they can do alot more like throw him in prison for the rest of his sick life then you'd be free and out of his dirtyness and theres alot that will happen but it will be all worth it in the end and hey justice is strict these days.i really hope you do something about this because you might not be the only one suffering from him.

OMG, first i would like to thank every single one of you, i dont know you but right now you feel like the best friend i have never had, thank you so much, i really do appreciatye this you know!!! it means heaps to me and because you all took time to help me, i thank you all so much!!!!!

Luv Always
*Lucy*