Kayla Sonya Dearing
20 years ago
Okay alot of people are telling me that I'm turning annerxic and I wanna know am I really turning in to it? I mean I skip two meals a day, i try to skip all three meals but sometimes it doesn't work. And I think I'm fat, but then everyone tells me I'm not. So I dunno what to say..........they ask me if I am annerxic and I say no but then some of my friends tells me I am! |
Kaitlin Kristina
20 years ago
I think that this is somewhat of an attention seeking post. |
Kayla Sonya Dearing
20 years ago
Yeah well mostly all my friends do is try to get me into trouble so I don't listen to what they say anymore. I don't know where I'm going in life anymore, I don't know crap about anything anymore!!!!!!!!!!! I mean I had this wonderful dream and now its gone down the drain because no one's hardly there to help me to achevie it! |
Michael D Nalley
20 years ago
Wow do I know that feeling. Dreams are what most poets are made of. I have read a lot of your poems and know that you have been faced with a lot of challanges. Take my advise I'm not using it. Be true to yourself first If God Brought you to it he will lead you through it That is not to say that you should not seek professional help if you think you have an eating disorder. we are physical beings as well as spiritual beings. i won't lie to you I have dreams too.at my age I have aslo had my share of disappointments if I could |
Kaitlin Kristina
20 years ago
It doesnt sound like you have good friends if they do that to you. |
Kayla Sonya Dearing
20 years ago
I don't trust any adults...........Not after what happen in my life. I don't even trust my grandma, aunts, or uncles. I can't, I mean the only time I'll trust an adult is if they know what I'm talking about.......My ex bf he's 19 we broke up a few days ago, he's probly the only one that I truly trust and still do. But I'm hoping we're gonna get back together soon. But anyways I would get new friends if I had people that would talk to me..... My school life at school is very diffcult to be. I mean I don't wanna be at school anymore because each time I do the pain they cause me hurts me even worse. God I wish I knew which way I'm going......Alll these thoughts and questins keep going around and around and around and around in my head and I don't know what I'm doing anymore. |