OMG!!! I CUT MYSELF SO MUCH

hey beth, please tell me who u were talking to coz i wasnt mocking anyone, please dun be mean to me...and hi I am Lucy :)

*Lucy*

ok born2die that was way harsh, do u kno what ur saying, nothing will ever be right, i get insulted at skool and home and shit and i hear people telling me to slit my wrists and as soon as i do i get people like u telling me not too coz it makes me a loser, sorry but y r u so strong against ppl not cutting???

*Lucy*

well i feel that it is making me stronger

because i am letting all my inside wounds out, giving them air to breathe and heal

i do write poetry and it is on this site, i do punch a punching bag and i still feel the need to cut, my inside wounds dont escape through my fists, some rleasing with words but most release with physical pain

i feel like a total retard saying alol of this stuff

ouch!

but with that ouch i could end all of my nightmares, all of my fears and all of my tears, i wont have to be in this big nightmare anymore

Lucy have you ever thought of what happens to you after you die? I mean if you don't accept jesus as your saviour you're gonna go to hell, and i'll promise you the pains you'll feel there are 10000000 times worse and your life will be much much worse...(if you can call it life) so......dont cut cuz you'll cut too deep, and tho you may think your crappy life is over it'll be much worse...so, don't kill yourself or anything before its your time.

well what if i didnt blieve in jesus than i dont believe in god and i dont believe in heaven or hell, im not saying i dont believe in them, i just wish there was an easier way to say this though, if i dont die now, i loive my nightmares for the rest of my life, and if i do die now, i live in hell for the rest of my afterlife, its too hard to believe in god and jesus when u dont think anyone could be so cruel as to give someone the most crutiating life, someone like me, i beluieve in them when i can, not when i want to

well you're wrong but i dont feel like starting an argument, so farewell!

people most likely created a god so they could have blind faith in their life so it wouldnt seem so meaningless"

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

I would get involved, but that's my theory summed up, if you would like me to point out why born is most likely right, email me. For now, I'm stepping on caterpillars (directed to miss. kaitlin's comment)

good-day

ok, good for everyone on the religion lesson, i dont see y god is real, i think it is just lies turned into rumours and rumours that just go on an on and get bigger and bigger, and in comes the bible, it is just a story so everyone will be good and not sin, blah blah blah

yes they are, but there is a thread aboiut religion, it does amuse me, and it is really interesting

what now?

ok well, hey um , i gone, lost, lol, i have no idea what u r going on about

This is friend of georgie, sienna. I would like you to know that i believe the person who left this message 2 b a very sad and deprived young fellow. I think that if you are going out of ur way 2 "take the piss" out of someone who does cut then u obviously have some very defensive issues about the subject. If you ask me, i believe that you probably want to cut but are 2 "proud" 2 say so. please locate ur ball sack and write back wen you do
Amen

I would like to tell all of you that have jokeingly posted in here about cutting there are people out there that really do cut. It is a very serious matter and people do die if not get sevirly hurt from it. So if you would all be more respectful it would be highly apreciated.

kaylee that is exactly right, but not only do i post on this one, i also post on other important ones, i am posting on here because born2die is an ignoprant as*hole who deserves to be told just that, we are voicing (typing) our opinions

if cutting was that easy to stop heaps of people would do so!!! its a horrible addiction that is so hard to stop!
to all you people that are sick of hearing about people cutting and actually having the courage to ask for some help why dont u just read a different catagory??

thank you ~*battered angel*~ that is exactly right, post in a different category... born is ignorant becaus ethere are people in here who do need help, have you not experienced not experienced a horrid life? if not, why do judge? you don't know, if so, you are stronger than most, as depression comes and goes, so do people through this forum, different people at different times need help, have you not heard of suicide... thay are the people who didn't get help when they needed it most, at a time of breaking point, they just let go, so while some of us are trying to save peoples lives, poeple such as born2die4pride09 are just making it worse, THAT IS IGNORANT

Jai
I don't agree with you. You cannot say that everyone who cuts only once aren't seeking attenion (but need help) and everyone who cuts a lot seek attention (but don't need help). That's not true. Actually, most people who have cut once but stopped are the ones that don't need help anymore..since they obviously stopped cutting and they got over their problems. But, the ones that continuously cut are the ones that need to stop, then ones that atleast think their problems are so huge they need to ruin their life more by cutting (i'm not saying that is everybody, but some)....

I'm not saying I understand and pity the people who cut (because I definitly do not!) but I'm saying that not all of them are out there for attention. Many cut in secret...They think that it somehow pours out the emotional pain that they're feeling by cutting themselves, or lessens their other problems. Something like that.

And I definitly DO NOT cut

Satuxxa

stop with the arguing

smile and nod

I no this may sound like rude but to me it kinda sounds like your attention seeking, spesh the "boo hoo boo" bit. Your not the only person that cuts. What makes you sad enough that you have to cut yourself?

ermmmmm *whispers* hes being sarcastic! quick delete ur post!!!! lol

STOP MAKING FUN OF PEOPLE DID THEY MAKE FUN OF YOU? I THANK NOT SO SHUT YOUR BIG MOUTH AND LEAVE PEOPLE THE HE LL ALONE

TO: (BORN2DIE)
*~M2H~*

Yea he does make some sence

Fallen Bloody Angel

Hmm it is kool born2die4pride09 very koool

Fallen Bloody Angel

Grr you kiki. Just grr you. I did read it...* flipps you off.* there happy??

Fallen Bloody angel

Hmm kiki you are one of a kind.. Whatever

Fallen Bloody Angel

yea that how we both get in trouble

Fallen bloody Angel

woo hoo go you! xxxxxxxxx

whoa

yea it is

Fallen Bloody angel

MADNESS!!!!! MADNESS I TELL YOU!!!!!

HMMM

You're the BEST!!

damn

well rissa i am afraid to me that sounded rude and you said you went and got a brain, well for one, your spelling errors inform me of otherwise such as 'sudgest' i think you meant 'suggest' and 'obvously' i think you meant 'obviously' and when you wrote 'winning' did you mean 'whining'
and your post was rude i thought, for one insulting people that do cut is not helping, and just because you have moved on doesn't mean they all have to or can. You need to grow a brain yourself because yours isn't very big, but your head is

cya later

well Lucy...rissa kinda has a point... i mean people do bitch on here too much...but if it helps..
go for it.....