why are people such cold hearted assholes?!?

why do people assume things about cutters?? and say that they just want attention.....that may be true sometimes.....but what about the people who hide it all the time??.....like me for instance, when i started my friends were trying to help me, and i was getting better....but then one night i just couldnt take it and i broke down and cut, and i didnt tell anyone, but my friend seen it in gym....and then she told a bunch of people, when i didnt want her to....and still tried to say i just wanted attention!! that really pisses me off......and why do people assume that goths are cutters?? or all cutters are goths.....ugh.....i hate people sometimes....you do NOT have to be gothic to cut and you NOT have to cut to be gothic....

well im a cutter....i dont really feel like i have to...its just...i dunno....it does something for me, its hard to explain....

but anyways...it is all about stereotyping people now, i totally agree.....but i am just as guilty as everyone else....and it bothers me a lot...i hate it...

if u dont understand, dont try to.

i do it because it calms me down....watching myself bleed...it just, i dunno...and it isnt damaging me more than the original trigger....maybe physically but not emotionaly...

i never said any of that...i was just answering your questions...

sometimes it does make me feel stupid, and weak because i cant deal with those things....so i do it some more...because im weak....

i had my friends....and i actually stopped.....they left....and treated me like shit...i started again...

i don't see a future for myself right now....i try, but its hard....i don't think anyone will ever really love me, i don't think it's possible...

i loathe myself anyway....

but now i am going to stop thinking about myself all the time....im being quite selfish.....and im not the only one who feels like this....so im just going to stop bitching about it to people i don't even know....

thanks =)

lol thanks again...omg i have a fan lmao...jk

umm...i dont get it...explain lol...

ok...first of all...i was talking about hiding it from people like friends, family, people from and work...not strangers online!!

and i never said i had to cut!! i want to...and i never said i wasn't getting emotional damage....

and yes i feel emotionaly weak so i physicaly hurt myself...but i wouldnt expect you to understand....some things dont make sense but they still happen and people still do them...

its not all about being alone, but some of it is, yeah...so what?!?

and what the hell is wrong with wanting to be loved??

and i dont expect people to tell me it will be ok, i want people to help, and be there for me like they say they will!!

and by the way i knew she wasnt my fan...it was a JOKE dude!! you know...ha ha ha!!

and you annoy me too....

this is a discussion board for SADNESS and DEPRESSION....people are supposed to come here and complain....damn....

thank you =D...

I understand my step brothers tell me that i and my cousin cutt only to get attention but we dont i have many problems in my life and i just dont know how to deal