okay people, gather round.....

lets argue about cutting.......hehe.......??!! anyone???

cutting.. hmmm...

Who thinks, like me, that cutting is selfish

OKAY

LETS SEEEE...its selfish because people don't think of others when they cut they get obsessed in their own problems and forget that people around them have bigger problems

I disagree... Cutting can be considered selfish but cutters dont want people to know and in general cut where people cannot see, and hide themselves away...

PROBLEMS 100000000000000000000 tIMES BIGGER MIGHT I ADD

BUT, our bodies are divine and we shoulnd go cutting them any way we want jsut cuz we think we're in so much pain and then we forget everyone else

anyone agree with me>>>?

We were given life, and by cutting we're slowly wasting the gift we've been given

MATTHEW STOP PLAYING THE GUITAR~!

i can't concentrate on this "DIVINE" argument

wait, who am i arguing with

ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

*throws knife at matthew*

matthew dies, life goes on

WHAT!!! noooo fair!

throws 5 knives at the same time...one goes right into his heart...and he falls down on the ground and says "im sorry for playing guitar" and dies

arg, i gotta go.....BUT ILL BE BACK TO KILL YOU!

VERY SOON!

im back, and now i have 5 guns, 3 pistols, 7 guillotines and 100 ropes with me....haha.......oh yes....and 6 knives and 10 axes,,, HAHAHA i dont care if im in pitch black, ill just throw the knives aruond and shoot and im sure ill hit you with something

i'll argue =D

okay I have a question.... I know, big thing here, and everyone asks the same damn question, Why do cutters cut?... I've been close to it, but the only reason I wanted to so bad was cuz the pain seemed unbareable and everyone who cuts always says how much it helps them. Can I get an argument or opinion on that?

i kinda agree with *FeelingAlone*, i hav been close but i never have, i have always stopped myself, i know people say it helps and takes away pain, but i dont get how cutting your self does that? wouldnt it just cause you more pain, and hurt the ones around you?

Thats kinda what I'm thinking... but why was I so damn close to doing it then?? someone want to argue with me?

BTW Nada, I have no idea what you were talking about lol. I'm good at math but that doesn't make sence. And Nada, Where have ya been? You haven't been online in forever!! I miss ya! lol

If your on the comp, can you sign in?

lol, clear yes. You are exactly like the rest lol. Everyone says that... but I dont know what the "core" problem is to begin with!!! lol... thats the thing, everyones telling me to just fix that, when I dont even know what it is!

thats just it, theres so much shit going on that I dont know what the problem is. I dont know why I'm "depressed"(god I hate that word). Everything just seems Fucked. but I finally got Amy back. I ended up giving her that poem and the note and now we may be starting to talk again. anyways long story short: two days after I gave it to her, she talked to me for about 45 mins and it was great. now I dont know where we are, but I have another letter that I will give to her monday.... as for everything else, I dont know what the hell is wrong

if you go to www.e-messenger.com you can sign into Msn that way

Someone asked why cutters cut....I don't remember who it was. But...I'm gonna give you MY answer on why I use to do it.

Ok...I know that people have worse lives then I do. But see....at the time that my depression started, I couldn't see that. I only felt what was happening to me. Selfish? Maybe. But what you have to do is put yourself in my shoes. Or anyone elses who cuts, or use to cut.

You have to see things through our eyes. For the most part, I had no one to turn to. My mom always sided with my dad, my dad was the problem. My boyfriend never really cared about Me he just cared about getting in my pants. My friends all lied to me, and seemed to ditch me all at once. It just felt like things were going down hill and never coming back up. I started cutting because my best friend told me that she wanted me to die. There...that was our big fight...I've only ever told anyone that we had a big fight. But it was because she wanted me out of her life, and wanted me to die. So I got really uspet, and with all the emotions already running through me because of school, and my family, and my so called friends, and all of that stuff....I just wanted to let my pain out.

At this point..it was as if my blood was not just blood. It was pain, and aggravation, stress, hatred...all of those nasty emotions. None of it happiness. I wanted it to leave my body. So I cut myself, and as I watched the blood drip...I would tell myself that's right bitch!! You can't hurt me!! To my blood....but to me...it wasn't blood. So as I watched it drip onto my floor, I knew that it could never get back in to me. It never hurt when I cut, because it was as if I was totally numb.

When people found out, and I saw how hurt they were I stopped. I started finding new ways to release this stuff in me. It worked, but that was because I had help from drugs that didn't let me really feel anything for awhile.

So..I hope that I helped you out a little. I can explain more if you wish, but this was why I myself cut. Not speaking for anyone else!!

ok, i absolutely agree with satinrisse on this, she has got it so perfect, the blood that i seek sooo much to feel bleed, isnt blood, it is every feeling that i have, well every evil feeling, so i want to get rid of it, also my insides hurt sooo much, i want that pain to focus, say i was emotionally shattered when i was raped, i couldn't control my emotional pain, so i turned it in to physical pain, and scarred myself, so i could feel that pain more than my inside pain, also i hate myself, for the insults i get and the abuse that has been given to me, the disrespect and laughing, well, you would hate yourself too, i am not being selfish by cutting, i am solving my problems, and satuxxa, if we shouldn't destroy the life god gave us, than he shouldn't of given me such a crap life, believe me, it isn't a selfish act!!!

Okay, do i have to explain this again? You're worsening your life by cutting yourself. It isn't God who gave you a crap life, it's yourself. Sure, some things happen and you can't do anything about it (like getting raped), BUT, your attitude is what makes up most of what happens. If you're gonna sit and gloat the rest of your life about the crap in your life then okay, you're life is definitly gonna be crappy and it's all your fault! But, if you would just look at everything from a positive perspective you'd soon notice life has a lot more to it than just crap and you'd actually enjoy life. It's you and only you, with your attitude, making your life suck.

I know people who have lost so many loved ones i serisouly don't know how they survived it all, and i'm sure most people in that situation would just commit suicide, but that person didn't and learned from all the mistakes and has a positive outlook on life. So there.

i would seriously like to know what is going on ;) lol

how romantic...you two are seriously in love ;) lol haha

hehe no thanks, i dont have time right now ;) but maybe some other day

*wink, wink* ;)

*WINK WINK WINK WINK WINK WINK*

hahaha this is hilarious!