Am I Being Stupid??

I met this guy on the internet, almost a year ago. And we fell in love with each other! im 13 hes 16!! i stopped loving him when he changed into a controlling freak!! and i had the bad habit of going back out with him! But he went to a theme park recently and met this girl called Rachael!
he sed to me 'i think we should have a break' i was kinda happy coz i wanted to finish with him!! but his screen name was summin like "Dont call me between 5.30pm and 9.00pm! as i will be with my girlfriend who is very special to me".
But just before he finished with me.. he sed he'll always love me, and im rele special to him!!!
I dont love him anymore! i just dunno what to do!
Was our relationship one long stupid lie??

PLZ HELP ME!!! IM GOING MAD!!!
xxxx

ok, ive been through the same thing, i was with a guy that i met on the internet for a long time, he would tell me he loves me etc, and that i was really special, then he we grew apart and he changed, we broke up and got back together, then he went out with someone else, and it really hurt me, especially because he told someone else, that he wasnt sure if he really loved me at all, now im completely over him, and now i see that he wasnt worth it! if you dont love him anymore, then you should just move on, it may not have been a complete lie, like me and my ex, you may have just grown apart, and chaged, dont get yourself all worked up about it, he isnt worth it im sure! why dont you try asking him if he meant what he said before, just to clear things up? i hope i helped, if you wanna talk to me more, email me, im always here 2 talk to! xxx