please help

im 14 years old and i feel like im completely invisible. My friends don't really care about me because they hardly ever talk to me. when they do they ask me to do something for them. i know my whole year thinks im a joke. ive cut myself so many times because of this problem. But im really fed-up i thought of commiting sucide so many times. i know no-one would cry for me if i died. No-one would even notice. Ive
tried talking to my mum about it but she tells me she doesnt want to hear my problems. she also has severe depression and i dont want to make her depression worse. i feel like no-one understands me and i feel completely alone. Please help me.

First of all, please don't commit suicide! people would cry if you died, im sure they would, maybe you should talk to a councillor or a teacher, or anyone else! if you want to talk, e-mail me, i'd glady talk, and try to help you! i have felt the same way before! you are not alone, there are lots of people that feel the same way, they just dont admit it! e-mail me if you want to talk! xxx

hey i can relate alot also 13, also felt that way in the past and thats wat made me start cuttin a cuple of years ago. bt ppl do care even if u do realise and if u committed suicide u wud b sooo very missed, ur mum sounds like she has her own problems bt she will prob nt mind helpin u, the last thing she needs is 4 u 2 commit suicide. if u wana talk let me no, and ill gladly hav a chat xxxx

wow i feel the same exact way. im 13 and no one at school even notices me except some close friends, they dont even bother to make fun of me, its like they see right through me. sometimes ive had th same thoughts of cutting and suicide because of this problem knowing that no one would even care. i really hate the feeling, and i myself am trying to find a way out that doesnt involve killing myself. im not sure yet, but the advice i would give to myself and to you is just to live it out. get through this tough time now so that later in life when youve really made something of yourself and maybe found someone who sees you for you instead of seeing right through you, and you can look back on the people who never saw you and just say screw them because youve become a great person. its hard advice to take, i know, but i think its the best way, though it does take a lot of will power. just at least try to keep yourself away from cutting and suicide because it doesnt work, its not the way out. i hope both of us can find a way out that really works. good luck!

Thanks a lot this has really help me n if u want u can leave ur msn or yahoo address n ill contact u. Cuz i need all da true friends i can get.

hun thats one of the biggest myths all ppl with depression believe "no one would even care if i died"... hun u dont know how much of an impact you'd have if you died.. believe me ive been wehre you are and i have known someoene who has commited suicide. u got friends right here on thi s thread, and if u need to talk then talk to one of them or go to a school counsellor....
remember no one is ever going to a HUNDRED PERCENT understand, but they will try!
hang in there hun