siiigh.. i need some advice

im sorry for posting this BUT please I really do need some advice....
i just found out my grandma's cancer has spread, and its really got me down. my grades arent as good as they should be and im really worried cuz i have high hopes for the future... now i need advice on if i should confide in a friend, see whenever i used to talk to friends about how down i was i felt guilty like i was just complaining and taking up time, and i hated having them worry about me too... one of my friends even used to be quite rude when it came to my problems:S:S she was actually my best friend......
so what im wondering is should i keep everyhting bottled up and play it safe.... or..... confide in a friend??

thanks for taking the time to read this:)

Oh, don't keep it bottled up. I've seen people come close to suicide when they keep it all in.. confide. And honey, if your friend is rude about it, she isn't worth it. I'm here to listen if you need to talk, Carleeann05@aol.com. Hang in there, sweetie, and don't keep it all in!

I agree, don't keep it bottled up. It's hard to go through that, and especially if you have to all alone without anybody to talk to. If you're friend is mean about it something she doesn't deserve to be your friend. Hope everything goes well.
Satuxxa

You really need to talk to someone about it and not keep in bottled up inside. That will hurt you more in the end.

Talk to another friend if the one that you always talk to gets really rude about it. I'm sure that there is someone else that will be more then happy to listen. Try talking to your best friend first. IF she starts to be a bitch about it, then go and talk to someone else. Talk to a teacher that you're really close to. Just talk to someone about it because bottleing it up, wont help you in the end, and isnt very safe. Lol.

You can talk to any of us on here too. That's what most of us are on here for!! Lol.

thanks guys.. ur all so great:).. im gonna think it over, ... its so weird cuz i have my good days and bad days and the bad days are the ones i just cant take