Sad....and no where to turn

Hun from what you have written....im EXACTLY the same; grades goimg down, bottling things up, putting on a face so no one suspects whats really going on...
I advise you talk to someone, thats what helped me. If you dont feel there is anyone, ill be only happy to talk...I know what you're going through.
Love ~*~KiM~*~
xXx

I know the feeling babe. It's upsetting but just like nada said...if they really care about you then they will be able to see it in your eyes that something is up.

I just have to look at my boyfriend and he comes over, puts his arms around me and wont let go till I tell him what's wrong, and cry my eyes out. I can yell and hit him all I want to get him to leave me alone but he knows the best thing for me is to talk about it. He doesn't want to see me fall again, but he told me that if I ever did, he would do everything he could to pull me back up because he loves me.

It's hard talking to someone about it at first. I know it is. But babe you really need to pick that one best friend, the one that never tells anything, and tell her what's going on in your head. Write her a note asking her to listen. Write everything down in a journal, and just let it all out!!

You have to stay happy girl! If I have to come on here and sing a happy song every night to you, and everyone else in here, I'll do it. If it means that at least one person goes to bed with a smile and not a tear.

So, I'm here if you ever want to talk. Just let me know ok?

I am the same way. I am all happy and laughing with my friends but in reality I'm not like that. I'm sad and dieing inside. I'm alone and I feel that my "friends" are fake and that everyone is starting to hate me and I feel I am screwing up my life. I'm going though alot right now though; mostly with my mom. I have been getting real frustrated with everything I do that I always have been able to do and homework and school isn't going so well. My grades are starting to go down and I use to always have A+'s on everything. I'm even getting F's on some things now. I haven't told anyone how I felt and thats why I come here to find more people like me that I can talk to. I can't trust anyone here but I can on this site. So I'm here for you and I will talk. You can trust me and who am I going to tell? Well, if you talk I'll try to help. Later all.

much love
savannah

opps I did that 2 times lol