I just don't get it?!

Hey everyone, i just thought of something, but don't quite get it... like, everyday, i have to pretend i'm happy, but deep inside, i'm crying soooo badly. Like, i put up fake smiles every day to hide everything inside. it's like, putting on a mask....I have to this bcuz I used to have depression, and like, i tried to express myself, but then ppl just start running away from me, all my friends did...so now, I just have to pretend i'm happy and all.... MY QUESTION HERE IS: why can't people just except who u are, who you TRULY are??? I just don't get it.....

thx dude...but sumtimez itz REALLY hard..is anybody here like me?

i'm like you..... if u wanna talk i'll get u my email adress

Im like you, like today i sat there cryin insde, but laughing and joking with everyone else on the outside...and nobody could tell the difference. I guess thats why im so good at drama. If u wanna talk let me no xXx

Yes, i'm included in that group of "mask" people. I guess i'm just scared to show my true self cuz seriously a lot of people get scared/annoyed or i dont know and then they don't stick to you anymore once they knew who you really are.

As you friends, yeah it might be hard finding a really good reliable friend who you can trust in everything, but as time passes i'm sure you'll find a very good friend...

*slowly raises hand*..... I wear one too....I hurt my boyfriend is the only one I can take it off for though...because....he was there when I put it back on....

siigh im with all of you.. and lately ive been feeling worse and worse and having to smile more and more.. siiigh! someone help