i'm sorry . . .

okay, i'm really sorry you guys, cuz i know you've heard this so many times. but i really am serious, and i'm really looking for help here. i didn't cut for 3 months, and now i am again. i feel like there's no reason for me to be alive, and i thought about killing myself. please, if you have any advice, try to help me. i really don't want to die yet, but i'm starting to scare myself.

You have to remember that your life is worth living. You have to remember that there are people who care about you. If you ever need to unload, feel free to e-mail me from my profile.

i don't totally know what caused me to do this. it's like i just got really sad all of a sudden. i don't want to die, but i'm afraid that if anything happens, i'll lose it and end up cutting to deep. it helps me to know that someone does care, so thanx.

Mina, listen to me, I am in eaxactly the same positions as you!

I used to cut on a regular basis, and then one day I managed to stop, I had stopped for quite a while, last week I started cutting again. I feel so down, depressed and useless...I dont know what to do with myself. My friends are all really worried about me incase I do something worse like commiting suicide next...I dont know....

But I want to stop, I just cant help it is everything in my life is always so fucked and pathetic. i feel as if the only thing in my life that I can control is my cuts. Thats kinda why I do it. The other reason is that cutting helps me feel better about myself and my life.

But whatever it is causing you to do this again, you must try and stay positive. As hard as this may be, you gotta try. I know it is easier said than done, but just imagine how free you will feel once you've stopped cutting again....
Hope this helps a little. x

ive been in your situation before. i quit cutting for someone else. and i had the same fears and i cant tell you that they dont come true becuase the truth is i think its a possiblity. becuase i blacked out and woke up with cuts all over my arms after 6 days of quiting. all i can tell you is that truly deep down inside you dont wanna die, you wont. you wont accidently cut too deep, there is no such thing as that, you have to go really deep to kill yourself, just remember that you dont realy want to die and you'll live. but i do suggest that you stay strong and try not to cut at all costs. but its okay if you mess up everyonce in a while. im telling you that becuase when i messed up i felt so down and ashamed, but there was no reason for it. no one expects you to go cold turkey, its alright to mess up once or twice as long as you get right back up and keep going with the quitting. good luch, email me if you need to.
~Freak~