Am I a horrible person?

OK...here's my story: I'm drifting apart from my friend. . .and i guess i've done some pretty horrible things to her (read my poem fuck you) and she says i ignore her and give her dirty looks. . .but she told someone a secret that i really didn't want him to know and other things that are too long to mention but now it feels like my best friend (who is also friends with the previously mentioned friend) hates me because of what i've done to her...but she (my first mentioned friend) has gone crying to my ex...dragging him into it for no apparent reason and i really don't think that that was nessecary. Also, apparently, alot has been happening to her lately but both her and my best friend are keeping me in the dark about it.. . but they expect me to have pity for her anyway. After all of this i feel like i've come out being the bad guy and a horrible person. . .am I?

yes. you're a horribe, evil, malicous, pathetic excuse for a friend and should rot in hell for your abuse in your friendships.

Is that what you wanted to hear?
didn't think so.

If you have to ask the question, you've already answered it. Re-read what you wrote, you've explained it to yourself.

No you arent hun. Its not your fault Sarahs untrustworthy, be careful who you trust next time around k? I hate seeing you hurtin'

love you doll
xo

I read that poem, and is that true? Did she really say those things? If she did, then I don't even know why you're friends with her in the first place. I hate people like her. I know someone like her, and I hate her. You don't need her. Just stop talking to her. You're not the evil person, she is.