Im so upset.

He just left me, after all this time, he didnt even appear to be sad about it or anything. Like everything we had and everything he said meant nothing. Im just so upset and i cant help but cry and cry, i really thought he was something different. I've just spent the time erasing all the emails, pictures everything, and i still cant stop crying. I know a lot of you will probably be annoyed witth this post, and think im pathetic for even posting this. But i really want to hear what some of you have to say. How can i try to get over this.

[[sam]