Heartbroken? Talk about it

Are you heartbroken? Tell us about it and stuff...I have nothing to do and i was just wonderin how many people here are heartbroken.
Tell how it happened...etc that type of stuff

The person i thought id be with for the rest of my life.. left me! he is now with this other girl!! I made a poem about it! But this time i know he isnt coming back! And i have turned violent, not to humans or animals, but i keep punching walls and my computer and tv screen whenever i think about him, or something reminds me of him!! i loved him very much, but i think our relationship was one big lie, because he finished with me, and then the next day he started dating this other gurl Rachael!!
I dont know if he EVER loved me in the 11months we dated!
I risked so much for him, i was non stop argueing with my parents, about him, i went behind their back to see him. And i lied to them, i lied to family friends who were really worried, I lost friends over him... now i've lost HIM!!!!
I put so much on the line for you michael! You dont give a **** do you!! I will never stop loving you, but i will never stop hateing you for what you have done to me!! hope your happy with her!!!!!!!
:'(:'(

My story is a almost romeo and juilet type ordeal. If you've read my poems you kind of have the picture but if you haven't.....

I fell for my brothers best friend. A baby crush at first (just really lust for a while) and we never spoke of it but we both felt it. Even though the words werent ever said I beleive we both were very aware of the intense chemisry (sexual tension) we had. It was playful and innocent but we got drunk once and hooked up and my brother caught us (biiiiiggggg mistake). We both were embarassed afterwards and apologized and thought that was the end of it.....

But of course the next time I saw him feelings were still there. And we ALMOST hooked up again a few weeks later but I stopped it and we just had some fun flirting (behind bro's back).....

My brother sat me down and told me I needed to knock off whatever I was doing with the friend. He said it's not cool with him and it has to end. His friend REALLY respects my brother (one of the things I like about him of course) and I would never compromise my relationship with my brother. So there was just too much on the line to continue and maybe takes things further.

I thought I was over it and I moved on (Im 22 and the friend is 26) so I figured my maturity would be able to deal with this gracefully). But...

Over the months since I really have fallen for this guy. Sexual tension out of the way, I have got to know him and I cant find a flaw in him. If i could make a man from scratch, it would be him.

I just pretend its all cool, and somedays I really do a good job convincing myself of that, but then i feel it that instant chemitry and the little stares we give eachother and jokes no one else gets and its all over for me, i fall right back).

I can never really talk about this outloud (only to my best friend) b/c of what is at stake. It has just moved from a crush, to lust, to something much deeper and something a lot like love.

Knowing I love the one person in the world who can't love me back and I can never even tell I love, just is hearbreaking!

My heart is now broken over this and for the 2nd time in a year from my ex-boyfriend, who I left because I was moving....and I dont fall inlove easily (i am a very emotional guarded person.

My hope though is that through time (maybe even years) we will circle back and when were older find eachother again when the timing is better and if were both available and the chemistry is still there, it could be a fairy tale!

I LOVE My Baby Boy....even though were aren't together cuz hes..well 20.....

Ugh. I'm relatively heartbroken. I broke up with my boyfriend a like 4 or 5 days ago after 8 months.

It had to be done though, so it's alright.

abbey-
crazy world, i had yet to find one person who could relate in the slightest to that! Its a tough world out there in a situation like that. Hope you find what your looking for (whether it be in him or not)

Hey I clicked on the e-mail option in my profile so u should be able to send e-mails my way. Id love to hear from u, since are situation is rare, we share a common bond!