**VENT**

SCREW EVERYONE!! U ALL SUCK!

"do you ever hate yourself so much that you would sell your soul, to have a face like that, to be skinny, to be happy once again?"

Yep!!!!

Venting? Sure why not! noone really reads these anyway....

Amy: You were there for me from the start, then again you walked away? what the fuck is your probelm!! You cant just tell me you care about me and dont want me to die then walk away!?!?!?! And I told you all that, and still you do nothing, I need you and you know that so what the hell are you doing!?!?!

Mom: LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! I know you care, but I'm fine!!! I dont want to talk to you!! Fuck off!!!

Lindsay: Why haven't you called? This is fuckin stupid!! You're my sister, you're supose to care!! Do I have to show you scars to make you really believe me?!?!

Danielle: You are just a fuckin attention seeker!! I've been friends with you forever and I've always been there for you. I let you cry out to me, and I held your hand for two years. And you dont care, You say your wortheless and that nobody cares, well news flash hunny if I didn't care I wouldn't have stayed friends with you for two fuckin years!! Especially with your trips in and out of the hospital. I kept your secrets and you still think I dont care! Well fuck you!!! Do what you want!!!

Mrs Groulx: Okay seriously, stop fuckin staring at me!! I know you know somethigns wrong so why the hell wont you just ask!! You aren't that bad of a person I may just actually tell you!! Everytime you fuckin stare at me you just hurt me even more!!! Want to see scars too??

Jen, Becca, Sarahh, Lindsay, Amber, Amy: FUCK YOU ALL!!!!! Dont you see I'm hurt? You all say you care, that you want to helpm but you aren't doing anything!!! Talk to me, hold my hand, stop fuckin staring!!! Do I have to show scars? Tears? What??? I've asked for help, that obviously didn't work, should I wait till its too late, and I'm too far gone for you to do something?? FUCK THAT!!! Too many memories keeping me from moving on... fuck everything!

amy a: i really fucking hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!i really did think u liked me!!!! but since she's bak u act like you hate me!!!!!!!

this feels good=)

dad:why r u blaming me 4 evrything that goes wrong in YOUR life? i got my own fuckin problems!

gayle: why the fuck do you put me down so muhc? can you not see im hurt? its obvious to you i should have thought seeing as u pick up on it every single fucking day!!! thanks for calling me fat..twice. Youre a real "friend". thats just what i needed!

Ross: ive tried to be someone YOU want me to be but you still just shrug me off. 8 years ive liked you...and you know it. So why just say were ment 2 b "friends", but how do you stay friends with soeone you love????

mum n dad: stop blaming me for everything!!!! not everything is my fault!!!! what ever happens i get dragged in to ur arguments, whether it wiv u or not!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this really does feel good!!!!