unprotected lover
19 years ago
hey If you check out my poems and almost read a of them exscepcially my last two, you will understand. but yeah, not all my problems are in there, like my mom and dad fighting, my sisters, and brother my friends there are reasons for doing what I did, and heck if it helps any Ill do it again, |
Natalie84
19 years ago
Because the stories they tell are so far fetched. And big long posts saying "oh my god I cut myself so much and I can't take this life anymore...I'm going to kill myself right now....good bye" is not believable, sorry. I can tell you why too.....all these people saying this stuff are back the next day. |
Natalie84
19 years ago
ismail...I will explain my feelings exactly. All the cutting posts consist of how people cut, what they cut with, and how to hide it and justifications for doing it. Now, these people are only educating others who don't already do it on how to do it and how to get by without anyone knowing. It's pathetic. If you want help, ask someone on here individually for advice (it seems as though everyone on here is buddy-buddy with someone.) Or even a post that just simply says "I need help" or something to that affect and then an explanation of their problem or situation, not "Oh my God, I'm a cutter. Help me before I kill myself." That's just stupid. Before I came to this site I didn't know anything about cutting, and truthfully I seriously thought it was something that people NEVER told anyone. Now all I see is 11 - 16 year olds bragging about how they cut with razors, scissors, knives, and how great it is. How it helps so much. It makes me sick to think that they are "bragging" about it and teaching another young teens that it's "cool" and it’s the answer to all their problems. Don’t you think it’s sad these YOUNG kids can come on here and learn how to harm their selves? I know it doesn’t take a rocket scientist to pick up a knife and cut their arm but it’s not something that kids JUST start doing. They learned from somewhere or someone. |
LinkinParkFreak
19 years ago
i agree.... a 6 year old girl cut her self today because her friend from school said it was cool and her big sister did it....i cried for about it because where are these kids learning this from who?? us people that are older and choose to do shit like this....I think that people need to see that it dosn't help , it dosn't solve anything in the end....I've just come to realize this.... |
unprotected lover
19 years ago
You know what not all cutters brag! I only talk about cutting when people ask why do I cut, because I know you guys wont understand. Do you know why people cut its because of coping skills its that easy. yeah yeah we do pick it up from others, I even picked it up from my sister, who has told me the pain will go away, and to tell you the truth when you hear that you believe it cuz you are in so much pian, so when you cut, you dont feel anything just a nice pressure and then you are laying on you bed, your arms sliced to hell, and you like damn, all I dont feel anything, and if the pain comes back in a couple minutes you have some more room left of your arm and your other arm. I should know, Im on my way to overcome my addiction, after my mom got nodified about my poems she read them, I cut again and my sister found out and told her. The point is no one that doesnt cut will understand this addiction and way of living, because you don't cut. but you know what not all people cut to die, its cuz of their coping skills I've only wanted to die a couple of times, and I talked to a friend longer enough to change my mind. I admit alot of "cutters" do it for attention. but not all do, i must say i did a good fucking job of hiding it. but just realize that when you come here and be a bunch of assholes to them doesnt make them stop, infact they probably got off and cut even more, because people dont understand and all they need is help along the way. so if you dont understand dont go fucking nagging on the issuel, its not worth it |
LinkinParkFreak
19 years ago
no one is being an ass hole about it...i used to cut and your right it was a release and it untied all the pressure i felt...but in the end i was left with a bloody writs and dry tears from the night before...i completly understand...i never did it for attention or pitty from someone else...i did it for my self to try and kill some pain but it never worked long enough to enjoy it...... |
LinkinParkFreak
19 years ago
i don't....i totaly understand you dude....you have a lot of good points...i care about you too.....:) |
LinkinParkFreak
19 years ago
I am so bored on the subject...we go round and round but nothing changes...take care yall.... |
Darien
19 years ago
sometimes I think this topic is personal.. |
LinkinParkFreak
19 years ago
Well put....but some ways of dealing with stress and depression take irt a little to far...but who i am to say what's wrong and what't not...it aint my buisnis....(i can't spell that word if my life depended on it:-p) |
LinkinParkFreak
19 years ago
lol thankz....it's going to take me a while...i am a bad speller but right on dude!!! |
ºCrimsonTearsº
19 years ago
No we don't, but you all just seem to assume that it's that easy to stop cutting. If it was don't you think we'd have stopped by now? .. Well I certainly would. Maybe you should do a bit of research into self-harm before you start shouting your mouth off at something you obviously don't understand. |
Leah~Nicole
19 years ago
Ok, I can see how there are a few uncaring jerks in here. You wanna know why I cut? FINE. I'm 17 years old, I've been doing it since I was 7. I've been abused by almost 20 people since I was 4. Do the math. 13 years of abuse. If I said ANYTHING against what these people were doing, I'd be beaten. I've had a gun up to my head, a knife to my throat, nearly drowned in a pool a few times, and once I passed out from lack of oxygen because someone was holding a pillow over my face. |
Natalie84
19 years ago
CrimsonTwit I understand completely and fully that you are a dumb ass. If you want to change it IS just that simple. If one wants to stop something and change their life all they have to do is DO IT. I smoke....and I've been saying that I'm going to quit, however, I don't REALLY want to so I still haven't. But when and if I decide that I WANT to it WILL be just that easy for me. I will quit. Just like that. It will be hard to stick to it, believe me I know. But I could do it. So shut up dummy, you obviously don't have the sense God gave a billy goat. |
Natalie84
19 years ago
I have a heart sweetie and had anyone ever came to me with a problem like the ones you say you have (or comes to me in the future) believe me I WILL help them. I will take them into my home or what ever it takes and fight for them to my death. I would. But when there are little dumb ass kids on here telling people what they cut with and telling them how, why, and when they do it I get irritated. You say is should be ok for people to do and say as they please because it's their life....but the think about the ideas that you and other people talking about their cutting are putting into young kids minds. Think about the kids that have started cutting because of things they have learned form these very discussions. How does that make you feel? Better about yourself? And just so you know I have been through shit that I WILL never tell anyone that doesn't know me personally....and some things that I will NEVER tell ANYONE. I have seen shit that caused so much pain, people have treated me badly, and I've done things that kicked me in the ass. Things I don't like to admit....everyone does. EVERYONE has problems; everyone has shit that happens in life that SUCKS. But that's what it is....LIFE. So for you to tell me that you cut yourself because of what life has dealt you only makes you look weak. People become crack fiends because of the life they were dealt....they’re WEAK. People (even as you stated you would) become mass murderers because of their life...besides being fucked up in the head, they’re WEAK. There is no excuse to hurt yourself or others...NONE. If you are too weak to quit and too weak to deal with life, you have nothing and never will. I know people living in the projects without knowing where their next meal will come from. I shop every year at Christmas for families who have to open cans they steal, find, or have been given with a NAIL. These kids and their families deal with WAY MORE than you EVER have and still carry a giante smile. Last year the kid I shopped for asked for a jacket, because it was so cold outside and he had NOTHING to keep him warm. One kid asked for a flash light so his little sisters wouldn't be so scared at night because they never had electricity. Please don't tell me about how hard YOUR life is. They smile and DON'T cut. |
Natalie84
19 years ago
I know it. I swear it pisses me off when these little teeny boppers whine about how tough life is. They haven't seen anything. I agree the girl that has been cutting since she was 7 (so she says) has had a pretty shitty life BUT people have it worse. People who ALWAYS have a smile upon their face. So being depressed, slicing and dicing your body, and ragging on me about how I feel is idiotic. Seriously, all you kids need to reevaluate your lives and think of more constructive ways to use all that energy. |
Natalie84
19 years ago
Georgi it's not what you idiots do to me it's what I think you are doing to other young teens. Teaching them all about cutting. It makes me completely sick to think that YOU and all the other stupid ass cutters are "advicing" other kids how to wreck their lives. So you shut the fuck up and go sit in your corner with your faithful razor blade, dip shit. |
Georgi
19 years ago
do u REALLY think that i ENCOURAGE cutting??? Do u REALLY think that i go and tell others to get out a razor blade and slit the wrists? do u actually think i would do that? thats sick. |
Natalie84
19 years ago
Dip shit, idiot, dummy, retard, teeny bopper.... |
Georgi
19 years ago
omg! are u insane?!!? ahahaha! |
Natalie84
19 years ago
Well, then I guess we're wasting time together huh? Twit. I didn't mean YOU personally through that whole post, I meant cutters in general. There is a thread called "what do you cut with" Yes, there is, read further dummy. And many dumb asses just like you are all over this site talking about how they cut their wrists or their legs and where ever else you little freaks slice and dice. You alone, you personally, talking about how it eases your pain and it's YOUR way of dealing with situations can give a kid (and I'm sure it has at least once) the idea that cutting is a good way to deal with their problems. So shut the hell you freaking idiot....you only look dumber with each and every post. |