Why do YOU cut?

Yes, I get it. Good points surrounded by fuzziness. I don't like her, period.

natalie dont be such an evil cow
u have absolutely no idea what i have to go through every single day. My friends see me as a girl who is always smiling and laughing, and i spose they r right, but only one knows what im feeling on the inside, only ONE person truly cares enough about me to do something to help, which is more than i can say for you.
I hate everything about my life, everything. I am so unhappy and when i take the razor blade and "sit in my corner alone and slice" the only thing running through my mind is what a failure i am, and how i have failed at everything in my life, driving people away, and causing people pain, and u no what else comes in2 my head? all the things that u say to me online, call me stupid but whatever. It hurts me, and i am reeeeeeli fragile right now, going through a lot, and i feel so alone its not even true, and i DO NOT need you and others complaining about me and the way i deal with things alright? so PLEASE have some dignity and just show some sympathy. not for me, but for everyone else that is in a similar situation cause u dont have a clue how much pain i am feeling right now. and im sorry u dont agree with what i do, but to be honest it is absolutely NONE of ur bussiness

Georgi...I will say it again. My POINT is....cutting helps nothing...NOTHING. You should be a little more head strong. Don't let this stupid little fuss get to you that bad. You are only 15 how have you failed so badly? I don't get it. A YOUNG girl such as yourself can NOT be a failure like you are claiming to be....your life hasn't even really begun. There is so much more to look forward to. And don't tell me to show YOU or anyone else sympathy when you told ME to burn in hell.

dont even TRY and understand what goes on in my head Natalie. i have failed in so many ways. In life in general.
and cutting does help, for about a second. and one second of my life in complete happiness is better than none whatsoever.

Oh GOD! You need Jesus. Go to church!

Georgi what has happened in your life that is so bad? I'm not being sarcastic this is an honest question, I'm just curious to know why you feel this way.

u wouldnt understand. just thinking about it makes me cry. I cant handle all the pain i have to deal with. It all stems from family, i dont wanna go in2 it, but its fucked up, and nobody, NOBODY gives a shit.
I was crying my eyes out in history class, teacher wouldnt let me leave for the bathroom. I was sitting there with my paper in front of me and tears just falling from my eyes dripping on mydesk and NOBODY even looked up. thats how alone i feel.

No one would understand....you are the only ONE with problems...you are right Georgi. SHUT UP! You are saying that people just need sympathy and help but your retarded ass then turns around and tells us no one understands. So how the hell can someone help if you don't freaking let them?

Well I may not understand what you're going through but If you're willing to talk, I'm a good listener. I know what it's like to feel alone and I don't want anyone to feel that way. I'm here if you ever want to talk. Seriously. Just private message me. Ok, Take care. xx

thanku 4 caring about me, i really really appreciate it, and im grateful for ur help.

Natalie...well...thanx for being.......honest?

x x

Ok cool hun. Well just get in touch if you wanna talk, I'm always here to help someone in need.
Stay strong! xx

So why are you bitching? It's not solving anything. Shut up...

i got and idea or too , lets sing a song....I'll start.....
Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you, I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by, something strong like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say, is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say, is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so

Cold to you, I'm sorry about all the lies, maybe in a different light,
You can see me stand on my own again cause now I can see here
You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high

What I really meant to say, is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say, is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you see the screwed side of me
That I keep locked inside of me so deep, it always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go so many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope; I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say, is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say, is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold.....
probably one of the best song i know for just letting go,,,,:D

aint it beautiful...lol:-p

jesus do u and natalie EVER stop?

Georgi...get a life sweetie. Why are you so worried about us?

because anyone who gets a kick out of someone elses pain must be really really sad and lonely

Actually you got that all backwards....I think you're sad and lonely if you take what I say to your heart. I have a great life and am extremely happy. Sorry to burst your secluded little bubble.

well if ur life is as perfect as you say it is...why do you spend your time in the "sadness and depression" forum taking the piss out of people who arent as forunate to be as happy as you are?

Because it's FUN!! DUH!! Sheesh.....you really need everything spelled out.

exaclty, u just proved my point.
u think other peoples pain is "fun"

its not just me with the issues.

It shouldn't be painful to you though! That's MY point you dip shit. Why should something I say over the internet be painful to you? You are a tard! Good God...

Hey dumb ass Georgi....were you the one who voted all my poems 1's?? HAHAHAHA Really, what a waste of time. Please, don't try to hurt me by degrading my writing...it won't work. But at least I know I've been on your mind...Hell, I've NEVER even took ONE look at anything you've written.

not what u say to me, u take the piss out of "cutters" ur rude, and selfish towards unhappy people,..and u said it was "fun"

lol!!!

edited

and nope wasnt me! aaaaahahahha ur poems are voted one?? hehehehe see i aint the only person hu hates u! lol! wow u must really suck

No, actually it doesn't. I am not worried what you or your little crew thinks of me or my writing. It doesn't bother me sweetie....I know what my writing is and that's all that matters...besides that there are plenty of people on here who love me. So, nice try....but try again.

no need to say it twice dear

Georgi, you are an idiot. Like you haven't accidently hit the post button twice before.

actually yes i can read..cause otherwise i wouldnt be having this convo with u now would I

and no ur right i didnt see u edit out the second posting. my bad

also theres no need to swear really is there

You never listened in English class did you? It's a shame really. To think you may be out in the world some day running a business or caring for children and teaching others such horrible grammer. Sheesh, it hurts my heart.

have a life
not a dumbass

next...

But then again I probably don't have anything to worry about.

omg u commented on my grammer!!!!!! aaaaahahaha! wow u really are running out of insults then huh?
and actually yeh i do listen in english class! Get A*'s throughout the year...so...yeah tht backfired!

If you spend your time in a corner by yourself with a knife or blade of some kind, then you do not have a life....sorry dear.

Back fired? No, it didn't. You write worse than my six year old niece. You are an idiot. I will NEVER run out of insults.

u really think im gonna waste my A* english material on a discussion board?! its called slang.

Waste your A English material? Waste? So your English teacher is wasting his/her time teaching you the correct way to write and speak? Hmmm....that’s interesting. However, I beg to differ. English class is in our educational system for a reason, so we don't run around like some damn fools. Slang is what uneducated tards use to speak and write. So I rest my case....tard

"So your English teacher is wasting his/her time teaching you the correct way to write and speak? "

where did u get tht from!??!!? lol! of course hes not wasting his time.
i said i dont wanna waste it on YOU when it could be used for other more interesting things.

So people who learn short course english to write things quicker and easier are all damn fools then!? lol!!!

Exactly...you are too lazy to write the correct way. If I wrote like you it would take me LONGER because I would have to stop and think what I was writing. It doesn't take longer to write correctly. You are a damn fool and you feel the need to "fit in." And it's not that you don't want to waste your A English material on ME....you NEVER write correctly on here....to NO one. So not only are you an idiot you are a liar too.