God I just don't know what to do.

I hate living in this hell hole every single day, of all things I talked to my friend Kelsey. And it seems that her life is in the pits and she's cutting now , and she knows I cut I feel like its my fault that she's resorted to cutting I know my life sucks but I didn't wanna bring her to the point were she cuts now too. I think if I was dead she'd stop cutting. I just don't know what to do anymore.Life's pointless.

If you were dead she WOULD NOT stop cutting, it would make things worse for her losing a friend. Don't do anything stupid for both your sakes, please.

First of all I just wished that I was dead but it doesn't mean i'm gonna do anything. I was just saying that. I'm not leaving that little girl all alone in this world cause I know I can help her.But I am to blame for her cutting.

dying would not make your friend kelsey stop cutting, it would only make it worse. i dont think she started cutting because of you but for her own reasons. maybe you guys together can try and stop cutting instead of trying to face it individually.talk to her about it not us.

Well she never really knew about cutting all that much till she found out that I did. After all she's only 12, but I'm not going to kill myself I can't leave her I only made that as a what if. I'm not one to say I'm going to do something , and not do it. So just to let you know everyone I'm not committing sucide I'm just blaming myself for Kelsey's cutting.

I'm not going to kill myself ok I was just saying. I know it'll make it worse she'll probaley do the same I'm being there for her but that doens't mean I still can't blame myself.

Listen I do know that it'll make things worse, me , and her talk things out and she draws , and writes about things. I just write ,and we talk so far it seems to be working. I'm trying to keep her away from suicide as much as possible. She's threated it once. I'm just so sick of her getting treated like this ,and of all things she should be able to go to someone that isn't as whacked out and stupid as I am. But I know she feels that she can't talk to no one but me.But I just don't understand!