Lonely

Yeh one of my biggest fears is not having anyone to love for the rest of my life. y dnt u care?

Im kind of like that because i dont trust people very easy. But i would still like to think that its not always gonna be like this even tho unlike u i cant have anyone i want

do you define a someone as a spouse?

See this is where marriages happen. People are afraid of growing old alone and think that if you do not have a spouse you will die loveless and unloved.
Which is bs.

I plan on never getting married for seperate reasons, but I know that I will not be alone because I have a family, a huge one at that, who loves me and odds are in the future many close friends. So I do not fear being single or unmarried, it's just something society has taught us to be a necessity for happiness.

Yeh i agree with you pink marriage just isnt something i can see myself doing. But probs because if seen it fail too many times.

I'm scared of having no one, yes, but i also find it VERY hard to trust, just becasue of my past. I lvoe too easily, trust...trusted...to easily and get hurt so I put my guard up and it makes it hard. i wont let anyone in so I dont think people have the chance to care for me enough. The quot "How can anyone love you if you dont love yourself?" applies to me.

"I used to fall in love with the "Oh woe is me" women alot,"
Men tend to do that because they want to be the hero, (not that I'm implying anything bob).

Same goes for women, but usually men because they are more considered the heroic protecters, if you will.

I've noticed a lot of men are attracted to the helpless, troubled girls because to comfort, protect, and...should I say "fix" them is to be the 'knight in shining armor' which is every little boy's fantasy, right?
(that or superman...batman...spongebob)

yeah yeah, I know.

One of my biggest fears is being alone. Like dying alone or living alone. I couldn't take that. I don't like the idea. Maybe that means I am too dependent on people..