Did I ruin my only chance?

Just looking back at what I've done in the past, I've learnt I might have single handedly destroyed my first real relationship. I really loved him and when we broke up, it felt like a part of me died. It sounds kind of melodramatic but...I don't know. I know I made a lot of mistakes and though he made quite a few too, to me it seems like it was all my fault.

Do you think I could've ruined my only shot at love during my teen years?

f0r my opinion, i think u didn't ruined ur only chance f0r love...i felt what u have felt bef0re- i als0 loved sumbody but he couldn't stay wid me f0r so long so i set him free...after that i didn't fall in love again ..but i am waiting f0r d right guy f0r my my love...

my opinion, dont look back. Its always bad. I know its hard, keep memories. Just dont look back, it will only make you think 'what if' 'only if' 'but..' etc. And it will get you really stressed, ive been there!
It isnt good. Try and focus what you have infront of you.
What i think is, as your walking.. if you keep lookin back.. you dont see whats infront of you, and you miss it!!!!!!!!!!
Hayley-Ree xxx

i know you probably dont want to here this, but i've been in the exact same situation... And 2 years after we've broken up, i still love him with all of my heart.

I don't believe you've ruined you're only chances... I think you should pick up where you left off... What made him fall for you in the first place? Recreate the moments that meant so much to both of you... You can't change where you've been and what you've done, but you can change where you're going, and who you're going with. Go for it:)

no i don't think you have love is strong but it breaks easily, you'll find another love! So cheer up and if you want to talk pm me.