**Please Help**

I'm in a bit of a pickle!! I have just come out of a psych hospital for the 5th time, with depression, 2 anti depressants medications to take, cuts with stitches holding them together, and a heart condition which will require me to have a heart transplant by the time im 27.....life sucks!! I don't wanna live this terriable life! My 1 only regret if I was to kill myself right now would be my best friend. She has been by my side this whole time and I can't do this to her, but I cant go on living...What can I do? How can I tell her I'm sorry?? How can I go through with my plans but let her know that I didn't want to hurt her....I just can't go on!!!

I agree with the ^^^^^^^^^but you may want to stay on the anti-depressants. Withdrawal from those things kills.

Whatever you do, Don't ever quit to life. If you really care about your friend like you say you do, you won't even think about doing this to her. There is just no way you can forulate a way to tell her sorry, and that you didn't wan't to hurt her, and still killing yourself. You're actions might even hit her so hard, that she will drop in a depressive state herself, and end up just like you are right now, and I don't think you wan't that for her. You have to try to live by the bether things in life, instead of the wurst. Yeah I know life sucks from time to time, but everyone has to deal with that. You might have a hearth condition, but he, you said yourself that you can get a transplant. Think for a moment about all those, who have some illness for which there is no cure. Most of them still live like nothing is wrong. This because they have all embraced the bether things in life, and so should you. If there are no happy mamorys, wel, you'll just have to make some in that case.
Quote by unknown:
"Life is the greatest bargain; we get it for nothing."

Later,
Tim

"You'll never know how much people take their life for granted until they are so close to loosing it"......take care.....
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