i am heartbroken...as of now.

I agree..
at the age of 12, you should be worrying about
school.. and your social life. You don't need a boyfriend because it won't work out. Kids are young and wreckless and they have a lot to learn. I'm 19 and I'm still making mistakes. Don't worry about it too much. Having a boyfriend at your age will lead to problems.. and depressions.. avoid it. That was my mistake.. I didnt..

You're so young you will meet so many different guys in your life. Don't let one incident get you down. I have made many many mistakes in my life and I will be 35 in June! Every mistake you make you will learn a leason. That's what makes us who we are. Take all this as a learning experience and with out regrets. You have a long life ahead of you. You will have so many ups and downs. Don't be down on yourself things will get better!