when will i know what i want? (kinda long but please help!!)

If you don't want to hurt randy you should be very careful in this situation. It seems as if he is really into you. This mike guy sounds like an ass and you should try to forget about him. If he is still in your mind, you aren't being completely fair to randy. You should sit down and think about the situation you are in and make sure randy is what you want. Sounds to me like its one of those you want what you can't have things. You want mike because you can't have him and you are used to being able to have whoever you want. Thats not a bad thing, Im the same way. But you should evaluate the situation, sounds to me like randy is a good guy.
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lol I know the feeling

hey gal yea shes right ya need to sort things out in your head i just think that randy is coming on a little too strong and its scarying u off a lil but i think if u stick with him then ur feelings for him will increase. dont through everything away just because ur scared. u have to take risks in life :)
xxxLoUxxx