does anyone else.......

does anyone zone out before they get totally depressed? like right now my vision focuses.....in and out. just did it again..and i feel disconnected from my body yet im completely aware of e....everything around me. and im thinking lots of thoughts all oa.....at once. and i..ts realy weird. i get like thsi everytime before i...uhm...i wont say that cuz people dont like it and i dont want an argument but before i get really depressed....i zone out...am i the only one??
~Freak~

I might get migraines when I'm totally depressed, and when that occurs my vision blurs and I see little lights boucing around before my eyes and stuff like that. Other than that, no.

When I'm depressed, I usually completely zone out and I see nothing except my memories. I don't see the wall in front of me or anything...I just see the people that have abused me. And then (I'm not afraid to say what I do) I usually cut myself. That's what brings me back.

thanks for sharing guys. i feel less strange about my zoning out. and no Leah, im not afraid to say what i do. i just dont want this turning into an argument again about cutting because its pointless to argue. so i made it about zoning out, and not cutting.
~Freak~

Yea I totally zone out its like I'm not even there, and then something happends , and I'm depressed.