Come Talk To Natalie

Eurovision, it is an idiotic song contest where people go and sing rubbish pop songs, very enjoyable indeed.. I ramble because I have nothing better to do at this precise moment... I think they should create a froum for people who are stupid, I would fit in very well there...

lol!!! Eurovision is absolutely HILARIOUS! lol!!

Oh and a chav.. well I live in london.. I dont know if it is an english thing, it a person who is, more stupid than me, talks with a south london accent generally although chavs can have any kind of accent, they generally like burberry not that anyone who likes burberry is a chav and they wear a lot of "bling"

Well they are nothing special.. then again.. a lot of things are nothing special...

Yes true, I find things special, but I mean to everyone else it is not special, life is special even if it doesnt always feel like it

Yes I agree, those are the best.

I love Eurovision! Half the people on there REALLY cant sing and the songs are incredibly cheesy!

I know, It says in Psychology books that cutting is an addiction and a frame of mind very hard to break, I do not encourage it or tell myself what I am doing is right but I think it needs to be more widely understood.. I dont do it because I want to, I havent for a couple of days, I suppose it is like smoking, an addiction, but I am looking for a way to stop because its not helping.

I am in counselling, I have people around me, It is good to keep things in perspective that is true, but it is also important to remember that your pain and your troubles will always feel worse

Wow, those are wise words...

Nada, Natalie ------->>>>

"Reach out to another less fortunate"

oh i do, trust me. I help the "less fortunate" in a lot of ways, probably more than you do.

BUT, you are happy, you say ur happy, and u say ur life is good.

ME - im not happy, and my life isnt great, and i hurt every day, and i have scars to remind me of my past, so i cant forget.

By looking at that information, it proves that I - am less fortunate , than you.

all im asking is for Natalie and Nada to stop taking the piss out of me for the way i deal with the intensity of my emotions.

umm hello! scroll up! this hole convo i was saying im getting help, i want to get better, and what the fuck do they do? they verbally bash me even more than before. they are cold, and selfish. And i dont understand how someone can be that coldhearted towards someone.

Nada that post was well written, but not true. I have been cuting for years, its an addiction. Im sorry but u will never understand. no matter how much i WANT to be happy, its NOT that easy.

and i respect the hell out of that, well done, i hope u can stay strong.

I, on the other hand, cant. call me weak, call me what u like, but at the end of the day, i respect the way you deal with pain, u should bloody respect mine.

well im sorry NADA but if u can come on a sadness and depression forum and make a girl like me feel even WORSE about herself that she already does, and insult her, and make fun out of the way she deals with things, then where the FUCK is this heart ur talking about?

well thank you, but i garentee what ever the fuck ur feeling, i feel it too.

So dont u fucking DARE tell me what i should do, and dont EVER insult me again casue seriouly nada, u have ISSUES.

I cant even BELIEVE u r telling me all this SHIT that ur feeling, and u still have the nerve to put down others! fucking bitch!

edited out because I know I'm gonna start something
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what fucking ever nada. u dont know me, u dont know what ive been through, u dont know how im feeling so dont ever tell me that again! im really sorry uve been thru the shit that u have, but ur not the only one, so get a life and stop bitching.

attention seeking?! there u go judging me again! u dont fucking know me!!!!!!!

Ive told u again and again, I GO TO A COUNSELLER. I hope she can help me find a different way to deal with pain

stop judging me, im no different to you, apart from i deal with pain in a different way, so fuck YOU nada, cause ur NOT better than me.

exactly.

exactly. so nada, u go thru pain and hurt everyday? well boo fricking hoo, so do i.

u deal with it by...i dunno...smiling?

I deal with it by cutting my arms up.

OK? lets leave it at that. respect the way i deal with pain, like i respect yours.

ismail that is completely ridiculous.

I dont want to die. Cutting gives me a high, it gives me a release, a sense of calm, makes things better for a while. doesnt mean i wanna die, idiot.

and nada listen the fuck up

ANYONE WHOS READING THIS, NEVER EVER CUT YOURSELF., NO MATTER HOW BAD THINGS GET THERE IS ALWAYS ANOTHER WAY. DONT EVER EVER EVER CUT ITS SO BAD, YOU'LL GET ADDICTED AND WILL REGRET IT FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

happy? i DO NOT promote cutting so dont even say that cause thats fucking not true.
Im sticking up for ~~holding on for my angels~~~ because i no how she feels when people like YOU diss and make fun of her. and i dont want her to feel any more pain than she is obviously going through.

I dont cut for attention, i cut because i am hurting, and its an addiction i cant stop just like that, it takes time.

cutters are people too, just cause they deal with problems in a different way, does NOT mean they are any lower than people like YOU.

see ya nada, go and crawl back into that hole, and never ever forget what a selfish bitch you are.

LOL! again, stop judging me. u dont know me.

whoa...every body does have a different way of expressing themselves...is it that hard to understand...?

no, im laughing cause u are the most pathetic person ive ever spoken to in my entire life! lol

why argue?

How would you hurt me Nada..thanx...

because shes an evil cow who knocks down anyone who comes in her way, no matter how weak, or how unhappy, she'll knock them down again, just when they've got up and brushed themselves off.

Ok, ya i can understand that...but does that really mean that you should bash these ppl personally? that kinda doesnt make sense to me....i think everyone knows that cuttingz bad..

exactly. we dont need people like you nada, making it worse.

thankful?!?! u must be joking

yeah maybe u would have. or maybe you wouldnt, either way, i wouldnt judge you.

well im going. maybe ill go and slit my arm over and over again, or maybe ill go to bed.
whichever one i do, DEAL WITH IT and stop bitching.

im outie

Nada, wut do you mean see wut i mean?

Oh yeah.
Hey people.
I'm in a bad mood too...arg...gotta go to some stupid place. I'll be back....

I'm back and no one has answered yet.....man! I've already gone off and been mean to people..hmm...well actually i'm usually only mean on the internet.

why be mean in the first place? why not keep ur stupid little opinions to ur fucking self.