i'm getting depressed again and i don't like it

  • GoodMorning
    19 years ago

    dammit!! just when things were looking up....my friends were talking to me again and i wasn't being fake....guys were liking me....my parenst were letting me be....but NOW my friend ditched me on friday...my plans went down the drain for this weekend....and my parents....god!! will they ever let me have a freakin life?!? they won't let me do ANYTHING!! i can't even go for a bike ride and then when i go to my room because they piss me off i get yelled at some more and i have to leave my door open and my music off!! what the hell?!? and i'm just starting to feel really down lately...and it's sucking major ass.....i just started crying a few minutes ago.....i don't want to start cutting again....what can i do to stop feeling like this??

  • GoodMorning
    19 years ago

    ok...thanks....i'll try

  • SatinRisse
    19 years ago

    You said that things were getting better....and then one weekend crashed and burned. The only thing you can do is stand up for yourself. You have to be strong.

    It was one weekend. Just pick yourself up, glue the pieces back to together, and move one with your life.

    You will have hard times. It's not always going to be a walk in the park. I STILL have days taht I want to break down and harm myself, but I don't. I know that I'm stronger thent that. YOU need to find that little person inside of you as well.

  • Kayla
    19 years ago

    Sometimes...u just hide the pain for so long it .... overpowers you...I have that problem to...your not alone...I try to smile and have a god time in public and then as soon as I get home to my room I go...I understand...Just let it out
    xoxo
    Kayla

  • Natalie84
    19 years ago

    So do something about it! DUH!

  • Kayla
    19 years ago

    I agree^^But sometimes...you don't know what to do...