Dominique
19 years ago
my ex boyfriend and i went out in about january, and went out for awhile the relationship ended because he said we're betteras freinds a week later he "feel in love" with his other ex girlfriend, so i know he dumped me for her the thing is that she didnt want to go out with him, well at least thats what she said, but we all know that she did, she just doesn't say anything cause she likes to mess with his mind and play with his heart, oh and get this he even told me that she ruins his relationships with girls, but see i was the only gf he had this year and the ones he had after me well he broke up with them, so that means she ruined our relationship.anyways me and him have become really good friends which is great don't get me wrong ive been wanting to be his friend ever since the break up, but now im startng to realize that i never stopped caring about him, like me and him are really close andi like that we talk on the phone for two hours everynight, and im not kidding, we do tell eachother everything...its just i dont think i could tell him how i feel you know? i would just be too afraid or rejection, so i cant spill my heart out to him, at least not right now. alot of people think we're going to get back together which is great really it is, but like idk i guess im afraid that ill get hurt again, and thats nrmal right?¿? but when we did go out the two times we didnt really know eachother all that well, like we sort of rushed into it, but now i think i fwe got together it would be better, but see i wouldn't want to risk the friendship with him, u know what i mean. like i really like him and i want to be with him, but at the same time apart of me is saying, "dominique don't just let the boy go", but then heart tells me to hold on to this feeling, so im basically confused, if any of you have any advice please let me know, thnx |