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im not comfortable with myself my friends say im not fat but yet other ppl a;ways tell me that. i think im fat alos i try not to eat a lot of food n i go to the gym but it dosent help im not anywhere near obese but i am like adleat some pounds over weight n i dk what to do i think im gonna go belimic or anorexic the weird thing is id do anything to be skinny cause i go threw enough pain as it is and this wouldnt hurt half as bad

hey there, i know how you feel.. i have had ppl call me fat too, but i have GREAT friends who tell me no that i'm not, and sometimes thats enough.. having good friends to back you up is great..
But also sometimes its not enough.. like i have tryed to make myself throw up once and it didnt work, and that make me think that what i was doing was wrong, and i shouldnt care what others think, as long as my friends think i'm not, i'm ok

im sorry if this is harsh but
why are you listenin 2 a bunch of people that are probly only out there 2 make u feel bad??!
all you have to do is hold your head up and ignore them it always works for me you do not have to become bulemic or anorexic just because some idiot doesnt like the way you look BE CONFIDENT IN YOURSELF!!
lotsa love pip xoxXxox