Can you turn my Black roses Red?

The title explains how I feel at the moment

I'm 15 years old, and have had 1 boyfriend, which was a joke. I have been asked out numerous times, but each time I deny them. I allways find something about the guy that doesnt work. I have just come to conclusion that I'm afriad. I'm afraid to fall for someone, that might actually feel the same. I'm afriad to get my heartbroken.

I have helped many of my friends battle through heartbreaks, and from hearing and learning from this makes me wonder why even bother dating if they are just going to end tradgicly? I feel like i'm holding back, and I dont want to hold back anymore.

Can you give me advice on getting over this feeling?

You really want the perfect guy, but you can't find him. Every guy has a flaw, and you need to compromise. Even people who have been married for years have husbands or wives that have something they don't like. You need to define what is most important, and roll with that. Holding back is just gonna make you feel boxed up, just say what you want. Obviously, everything isn't possible in this situation, there has to be some negatives.
~good luck, luv ya!
Emmy