can any one offer help to a fallen angel who lost everything, ev

i'm 15, i have no friends, and about 3 fake friends who couldn't care less, to defonition i saposs i'm a whore. i've lost family, friends, and so many people that were close to me. i've been beaten, abused, hurt and used. that wasn't sapost to ryhm...oops....but yeah, i hate that i'm venting now but i dout anyone will ever read something i post, a stranger to everyone here....almost. i lost my child, i don't know how i'm sapost to deal with that. she was so close to making it to age three and got sick and god how is anyone sapost to deal? i've been kicked out of my mothers house, littratly coz she hates ME, honestly not trying to be the teenage drama queen bullshit, those people make me sick, i've gone threw hell acorrding to my school, they tell me it's not normal for anyone to have gone threw what i've have and am. i tell them, i hear the other kids talk about it too, they show me records and try to explain some people just like attention, i just get sick at the thought of it, i can not lie. i'm incapable of it, but if you actually took time to read this you'll see i'm incapable of alot of things, i just need to know how i'm sapost to deal, if anyone can help. i've attempted suicide, and pills=really really sick(still alive), jumping=broken bones(still alive), hangin=hole in ceiling and shit on fire(still alive), slitting arterees=liquid stiches hospital(still alive) and i give up, since i have to live acording to the ptb i want to live right and normal, any advice please?

well, obviously for some reason you are supposed to live.

look for that reason.

as for all this shit your going through, use it to make you stronger. Hurting yourself only makes you weaker. Turn these into experiences that you can share with people that have simular situations. You can help people get out of the frame of mind that they arent worth anything.

Stay in school. thats the only way you will get out of all this. prove to everyone that you will become someone someday. don't let them bring you down and don't let them win. tell them that you are going to do exactly what you want and only you can stop yourself.

Find a friend that you can talk to. If you feel like you don't have any, there are plenty of people on this site willing to help. If you want my e-mail or msn its in my profile.

I hope I was of some help.

Hurting yourself is not the answer.

It sounds to me like you need to see a therapist, you need to talk to someone. You're obviously very suicidal.

A t the end of the day there are so many people out there that are so much more worse off than you. You need to stand up, be strong and just get on with your life.

Don't live in the past, it's over, deal with it. You need to live for the future. Do you really want to be like this for the rest of your life?

Hey girl email me if you want we can talk on email it'd be much easier to have private chat.Here's my email armyfantic4u@yahoo.com, if you can't get through to that email try tropicalgirl013@aim.com hope to hear from you soon.

I agree with everything crimson said but sadly I disagree with what your school said. Unfortunately you will find quite a few people who have gone through stuff exactly like you, so I suggest seeing a councillor whose dealt with people who have had the same terrible things happen to them.
Hope things get better for you soon xxx

self harm/suicide won't help you, but yea, going to school is the only way to really make somthing of yourself. also it is a way to start new. if you ever wna talk to me for anything my email is shadowgazorw3@yahoo.com

All my luck to you
-david

She believes she too is a fallen angel. Although I'll beg to differ as my Matt is the ONE and ONLY fallen angel.

honey, I'm gonna tell you the same thing someone told me at the lowest point in my life:

If you ever feel sad, just remember there are people in this world who love you.

I know you're goin through a hell of a lot, and it's obviously really really hard for you at the mo, but believe in yourself. You can get through it, even when you feel like giving up, don't. If you wanna talk just email me at licence2fly@hotmail.com I'll be right here.
*hugs* for you xxxxx

hun im srry you have been through all this if you ever need anyone to talk to email me at lickalime19@aol.com and dont listen to natlaie and all them they think they are helpin but they are only makin it worse!
;)

this was from a long ass time ago.

just get a job,because at your age you can drive. then just make some friends. for a start,ill be your friend! :)

just get a job,because at your age you can drive. then just make some friends. for a start,ill be your friend! :)