help me i'm goin to die

i need as much help as i can get.....or in 24hours i wil be dead .......plz! plz! plz! i feel this is my last resort and i hope it is succsessfull but ya neva no!!! i cut myself i burn myself i stratch myself i ova medicate and i sumtimes drink away my pian i just want it all to dissappear i ave tryed EVERYTHINHG breathen walkin punch screamin loud music meds the hole lot if u can help me i love u if u cant .....goodbye

do u have msn?

yes sarah_hates_jarrod@hotmail.com

don't die, take me with you. =)

Why do you do that? Where is the pain coming from?

(You're definitely overreacting)

thanx i wil add u ok ...yeah wolkpack are gettin out of control....dorotea..i'm not over reactin ..try bein me for a day ...u wood wana die to

um debbie i tryed adden ur email n it wunt werk i added annmarie add me my e-mail is sarah_hates_jarrod@hotmail.com

Sarah, why are you feeling so much pain? Don't take things too far. I know it seems hard but there is another way trust me. If you take your life now, you will be hurting so many people. You have so much to live for. How are your family going to feel if they find out they couldn't help you? You will crush them all. Think of others aswell as yuorself in this.

debbie: ok talk to ya then.............kim:they dont care.............there have bin times wen my mum has sed she wants me to kill myself!!! no one wil be crushed no one loves me no one cares!!!!!!!

I'm sure they do, what about all your friends? People that rely on you. If you leave them all, you will be making a big impact on their life trust me. No matter how much your mum says she wants to kill you herself, think how she would feel if she found her daughter dead, knowing that you thought that of her. You're young, you have so much to do. Please, don't take your life.

she finds me bleedin to death all da time n dunt even stay wif me in hospital ...al my friends ..they all left me all alone a long time ago ...trust me it's for the best if i do it ..

What about brothers, sisters? Yes she finds you bleeding to death, but she still gets you help. She doesn't just leave you there to die. Believe me if she found you dead she would be upset. Every parent would no matter how much they think they hate their children.

she dunt get help she shuts the bathroom door n pretends i'm not there ....my sister hates me too she ses the sooner i go the beta~!!!!!!!!!!!! it's ove for me.........the end ,....

debbie..........thanks for that i am e-mailin her bak now!!!!

Please ... don't. If you end it all now I'm going to feel as though I've failed. I need to know that people are going to be ok before I leave them, and I know you're not. If you just talk to me about your problems? I know it might not help, but me helping you is helping me aswell. Please?

i duno ...........

I know you don't know me, and me saying I want to help you is probably making you doubt me, but seriously I do. I'm not a proffessional, seeing as I'm only 15 but I know what its like to want to end it all. I have a couple of friends who I've persuaded not to end it. I want to be a pyschiatrist or something when I'm a bit older, and want to study Psychology at school as I want to help people. I'm not saying I can help you, but I'm saying I can try. I know I can't make your problems go away, but maybe I can help ease the hurt?

i'm too far gone ...just let me go

No, I'm not going to let you go. Not if I can help it.

u cant!!!! i'm too mest up

I don't believe anyone is too messed up. I have faith in you sarah. Even if it may seem no one else does.

its true no one does

add me if u ave msn we can talk bout it on there sarah_hates_jarrod@hotmail.com

yeah ok.

done.

Damn......that's rough. LMFAO

LMFAO Shane...

email me at armyfantic4u@yahoo.com we can talk there.

well ok, just make sure you light up at night, flailing burning teenagers are more visible that way.

natalie n shane GO URESELVES IN GET OUT THIS DISCUSSION!!!!!!!!!

HEY THIS IS SARAH ...THE ONE WHO STARTED THIS POST ....I WAS SERIOUS AT THE TIME BUT I AVE OTHER PLANS NOW SO THIS FORUM IS OFFICALY SHUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u can talk if u wana but it wood be boren as the sucumstances have completely changed!!!! love yall thanx for helpin!!! sept nat n shane

Well you got over that pretty quick. Bit suspicious really ....

it cums n goes pretty quik with me!!! thats depression for ya aye

No actually, I had depression last year. And I felt sad and lonely and suicidal all the time.

It doesn't just ''come and go''.

I don't think you know what you're talking about.

yeah i do i ave had depression for 3 years and i ave it on and off ...i am off my meds...i do no wat i'm talkin about

every type of depression is diff ....just bcos urs didntcum n go dunt mean my dunt!!!!!

author: **mest up**(sarah)
date: 2005.06.14 03:39

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it cums n goes pretty quik with me!!! thats depression for ya aye

^^ Depression doesn't just come and go, it's an illness. That is the point I am trying to make.

Oh, and ''mest'' is incorrect. It is spelt messed. Just thought you might want to know that.

Depression Day by Day
Even after you've learned that you have depression and sought treatment for it, you won't feel better right away. Depression can be frustrating, because recovering from it takes time.

That is off a depression website. Now what have you got to say ??

i have had it for 3 years ....a few days ago i got taken off my meds.....it changed everything!!!!! i no longer cood control anything i was sad all the time while on meds...now i'm sad then happy.....wen u ave depression u can smile one second then the next be in tears on the ground.........oh yeah and mest the wayi spelt it ...it's slang!!!

RightO, So how come when I had depression I couldn't get out of bed for days cause I just had no energy.

I didn't just fuckin snap out of one minute and then the next I was depressed again.

You're talking utter shit.