Just a Vent! no nasty comments please.

Alright this is the only place i can say this because my teen open diary and xanga were discovered. well about a month ago i was commited to a hospital. i was there for 9 days. no body knows but the people there and my fam. Now my mom knows about my cutting and everything.
it completely sucks.

It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I actually liked it a little bit. now that i am resticted to cutting my stomach i figured why not stop eating to, i mean i could lose ten pounds.

I hate the fact that my mom knows everything because at first i told her everytime I felt like cutting. i hate telling her stuff. I am slowly regaining my composuer and keeping my mouth shut.

Aliright i should shut up now. take care all
~natasha

ok Im a little confused, ok first off you need to quit cutting, Ive been there before. my mom found my arms slashed to shit, and she was really worried about me, shes stays out of my life though, I have about 10 journals lying in my bedroom to write in. write really does help to a certian extent, but you need to watch what you write about, cuz you can get in troulbe, I should know it sucked talking to a councelor after my friends turned me in for my poems, and then made me turn in my cutting and other things, you'll have to read my poems to figure out the other thing but the best thing is to stop cutting and starting talking to your mom again or start writing more, instead of cutting Im not trying to harp but im on the same side of the fence

thanks alot, i really needed some advice that wasn't mean or sarcastic!

Take care
~natasha

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