Hey im new n i wanna meet some NICE open minded people

well first off, try not to get too worried. i know its really hard with all this stuff going on, but its a good first step. try telling your mom all of this. she seems like someone in your life who really understands you. im sure if you let her know that sh will do whatever she can to try and help. its important to have someone like that in your life everyday and thats probably why youre stressed and worried, not having someone around you can unload on, not even your therapist because its not like theyre really trying to be a friend that you need if they keep going to your dad. another way to go is to bond more with your dad. if hes a reasonable person and you really get to know him, he could be that stable figure when your not with your mom. i really hope everything turns out well for you!