GEORGI!! come here!

LOL!!!!! I LOVE YOU TOO GEO!!! You just can't leave!!...um....what can I say? There's more where that came from? lmao!! I don't know! just stay!! LOL!!

*toebangs*

And no..for all you uneducated peeps out there, lol, toebanging is not a form of sex, lol, it is...*cough cough* and art that Car and I have been practicing...it goes like this...

*Waves big toe up and down, the rest follow*

Now faster..

*Toebangs*

Like headbangin..excpet with the toes...now you try!! lol!!

~Sierra
__Meatball Hoagie#2__

*Grabs Geo's other leg and begs, losing all dignity*

GEO DON"T GOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Don't make me cry..you don't want to go there girlfrieeeend! mhmm....i know you did not just go there, lol!!!

Kristen, let's tie her down to a chair using licorice and spoon feed her my nana's pudding!!!! woot woot!!!

*grabs Nana and whispers into her ear the directions*

Go, Kristen, RUN, RUN, RUN as fast as the wind will carry you!!!!!! lol!!

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

Damn, there are no legs left! :Grabs Georgi's arm, and falls to her knees:

Don't go! Although, Georgi, if the site is really depressing you, all I want is for you to be happy, that's what all meatball hoagies want for each other... but hon, if there is ANY way you can stay, do! We love you!

I'll be gone for a week, all, I'm off to attend RMCC, the greatest Christian camp on the planet, and it's an awesome time. Although, I'll have to see Zac there, and I was suuuuchhh a bitch to him the other night, it was awful! I'll miss you girlies... Georgi, don't you dare leave without telling me a proper goodbye. And you better come back, eventually.

Kristen, you also totally rock, I must say.

I miss you guys already! talk to you in a week or so! mwah!

Car

*!Rhubarb, Official Motivational Peacekeeper of the Honorable Meatball Hoagie Association*!

I had to say the whole name... I thought I had forgot it!

NOOOOOOOOOOO!! ::sobs uncontrollably into palms::

I thought my plan would WOOOOOORK! What else are we going to do? We don't have anymore licorice!! All we have is Draco Malfoy....

I HAVE AN IDEA!!! lol!!!

I command Draco to dance exotically for Geo!! Dance, dance, DANNNNNCE!! lol!!!

WOOT WOOT....

*steals a view from behind georgi*

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

CAR! YOUV"E BEEN GONE FOR TOO LONG!!!! NooOOO, don't gooooo!!!!!! NooOoOooo!!!!! lol!! We love you! Don't goo again! Wel...if you must..have fun, deary!!!!!!!

ok hoagies, ive decided im not going to leave, its ME who has to help myself. And a website shouldnt make me happy or unhaappy. i need to learn myself to control my emotions, not just block them out.
Meatball haogies BACK IN MOTION! missed ya'll! :D
Georgi
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WHOO HOOO!!!! WE"RE BACK IN BUSINESS BUDDY!! THAT"S THE GIRL I LOVE!!! Woot woot! You're my condom superhero!! lol!!!!!!!!! love ya'llz!! woot woot!

There's just another problem.....i only have 3 more days left..I leave back for Georgia on Friday....sorrrrrrry everyone!! i love yu all!!!!

I LOVE YOU AND I"M GLAD YOU DECIDED TO STAY GEO!!!!

~Sierra

__Meatball Hoagie#2__

oh no si si! AND im going away on saturday for a week in france! kristen will be all alone! ! ! ! *hugs*

~Georgi
MBH#1

OH MAH GOD!!! And poor Carleeee! She's not even here! lol!! When she comes back, half of the meatball hoagie club will be gooone! lol! YAY KRISTEN WILL BE HERE! I'll try to sneak on here during the school year! Which isn't this upcoming monday, but the one after that, I think..yeah..that sounds right, lol!! Well I love you both TREMENDOUSLY!! *kissy kissy* lol!!!

buh bye for nowww!!!

lol, and no that wasn't my, goodbye, I'm leaving now, it's just..i'm signing off of this darn thing, lol!

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

Oh, Kristen's gonna have the house to herself...Kristen....are you going to be okay??? lol...Georgi, dearest, I don't think we can trust Kristen not to throw a party while we're gone..can you? *wink wink*

*throws Kristen in the trunk of the car* You're comin' to Georgia, baby! lol!!!

*starts singing an annoying song from Irish folk music.*

Sorry, my grandma's driving...it's gonna be a loooooooooooong ride, but occasionally I'll pass you the chips!

AND NO HAVING YOUR PERIOD IN THE CAR!!! Wait until we stop for gas and then let it out, lol!! :-P

Sierra, she can have it anywhere now that your Tampon Woman!! OR are u losing your powers?! MWUHAHAHHA!
~gEORGI
MBH#1

Georgi I'm going to try and find your shirt today sweetie and will send to you. Luv U MUCH!

I know you wouldn't be talking about me now would you since I'm "THE NANA" you must be talking about your grandma for sure. I could be telling them girls your real name should be LEADFOOT or SPEED GONZALES OR LIGHTNING since you don't know how to slow down. I thought for sure you'd wreck my new car but what the hay it's just a car huh? Luv u guys all of you!

I know you wouldn't be talking about me now would you since I'm "THE NANA" you must be talking about your grandma for sure. I could be telling them girls your real name should be LEADFOOT or SPEED GONZALES OR LIGHTNING since you don't know how to slow down. I thought for sure you'd wreck my new car but what the hay it's just a car huh? Luv u guys all of you!

HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHA YOU MEANY!!!!! That was rude and unnecessary you old fart!! lol!! Think, Nana, THINK..lol..are you even remotely CAPABLE from driving Savannah and Me all the way to georgia when you're already IN Georgia?? Um..no!!!! lol!!! Geeze you old woman! lol!! I was talking about my GRANDMA JOAN!! Mary Alice's Mom..lol!! SHe listens to annoying irish folk music....ew...it sounds like yodeling, lol!!!!

Geese Louise!! lol!! I am SOOO not a speedy gonzales! Dad taught me how to drive a manual! ::sticks tongue out:: AND I was awfully good at it!!

You wouldn't know speed if it hit you on the head and smelled terribly fowl!! lol!!! I was in an ALMOST empy church parking lot, with nothing to hit! lol!, but noooo!! You old folks are too concerned chastising and criticizing YOUNGER people's driving cuz you're just JEALOUS! Yeah, uh huh, I said it! YOU"RE JEALOUS!! MUAHAHHAHAHAHAA

And I'm not losing my powers, GEORGI!! *Zaps you with my tampon gun. A dry tampon wobbles from your forehead* SCORE! lol!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA I STAND FOR ALL POWERS THAT ARE EEVVILLL!! muahahahahahahaha!!!

You think you can stop me Condom spongey chick woman man thingy, do you??? And do you, Uncontrollably Kinky and Won't STop Laughing Girl, think I've lost my touch?? I dare you to challenge meeee!!

And who ever said I was driving?? lol!! Um, noooo oneee!! lol!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

U R right - WHAT WAS I THINKING. I AM AN OLD FART (FAT OLD FART) that definitely could not find her way from Florida to Georgia but I betcha if PAPA was there I would zap right in huh? I seem to find him easily enough even at night when I can't find anything else. I was teasing you did good. I cannot even think about driving a straight shift. I tried one time and almost went off a cliff so never again. I'm sure dad was a good teacher. Love you! NANA

Hahahahahaha, thanks Kristen!! lol!!!!!

I read it!!! lOl! I looooooove it!!

HAHAAHAHAHAH NANA!! lol!! You nearly drove off a cliff??? lol!! I was good...it was just bumpy as i took off...the stupid little clutch was annoying!!

Awww..mommy told me you called in the morning and offered to take a road trip to Panama with us, but she refused....awwwww........!! thanks you lovable, sweet, old fart whom I love sooooo much!!

I'm having a surprise welcome home party for myself on Saturday!! Yayyy! like 6 of my friends get to spend the night..and so does Savannah..it's gonan be crazy cool, and there isn't gonna be hardly ANY room in the house for anyone to walk, lol! It's gonna be off the heezy fo sheezy! lol!!!! lol!!

Shh.....it's a secret though....lol..

Love you Nana, thanks for the pics..my friend Jess should be able to post them! She's a computer genius!! lol! I love you alllllll!!

I LOVE THE DEDICATION TO THE MEATBALL HOAGIES!

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

hey pplz!!! comment on my new peoms! xxxxx

I did ask your mom for me and her to meet you and Savvy at the Holiday Inn in Panama City my treat so she could spend some quality time with you guys Papa and I stay there all the time and it is in a really nice place right in the middle of everything but she did say no and I wasn't going to tell you but I tried. Love you. Nana

It's all good, Nana....it was worth a shot...but I don't tihnk you can comprehend how upset Mom was that she turned you down...she kept nagging at herself on the phone and wondering why you never asked to do things like that before all the drama started...bc she would have given anything to do that, but I guess things are different now....

I will, Geo!! woot...i'm excited!

LOL! Kristen!! You silly willy nilly billy Kirsten! lol!! Wow..lol..i'm too hyper!!

YYYYYYYYAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

:-P

LOVE TO EVERYONE!!

~Sierra

_Meatball Hoagie#2_

(Tampon Woman) lol!!

Georgiii!! Those poems are sooooo touching!!!! I'm sooooooo proud of you!!!! I mean...they're all so young...but still....if you get the chance one day to read it to them, you really should!!!!

They all meant a lot to you didn't they? They're all your little angels! That's soo cute!! Love you guys!

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

It's all good sweetie but there has been lots of reasons like Charlie's parents, a year with migraines not being able to stand the sun, Charlie's surgery, remodeling the house, finances, just wanting it to be me, your mom and you guys and now I could have done it and thought it would be a good time. Your mom loved Panama City growing up at your age and I thought you girls would love a few days there with her doing things making memories with her since you both tell me she doesn't do things with you is the reason I picked right now as the time so you guys could hang out on the beach and do things and she'd know the good places to take you and it would be special for the three of you and it wasn't anything about me. All I care about is the three of you being close that is all I have ever wanted. I'm fine so that the reason I picked right now as the time. But your slumber party sounds really fun.

OhHhH yeah nana!!!
lol!!

Savvi refuses to understand how hard it was for me being between you and mom....not making any choice or taking any side...but it was, and i guess she just won't ever understand it....mom does though..she's trying to convince savannah that she's not seeing it correctly...

Well that sounds SOOOOOo fun, tho, Nana...I wish we could have gone...i've never been to Panama......that would have been cooolio....

WOOOOOO HOO! A PARTY!, but no internet *weighs the scales*

I'd rather have internet...but it's not really my choice, is it?

AHHAHAHAHAAAAAA SO HYPERRRRRRR!!!!!!! im so tired im hysterical. IS THIS THE WAY TO AMARILLO?????

la la la la de dum de dooo la lala :)

~Georgi
MBH#1

my dearest sierra, in answer to ur question, i went to work at a summer camp 4 special needs children all week. so sad :(

still so hyper

AWWW!!
ME 2!!! YAYY! lol!!

UGH! but I may have to goo, but noo!! lol! love you!!

Did you EVER send those letters????/ lol..well just send them to my home back in georgia now if you haven't, lol! I lovveee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

~Sierra

__MEATBALL HOAGIE#2__

o lord yeah sorry ur letters! ahh im a crap penpal! FIRE ME!!!

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o lord yeah sorry ur letters! ahh im a crap penpal! FIRE ME!!!

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BUTTPLUGS SMELLY CAT!

lol!!!!!

*randomness*

you're not a bad penpal!!!!! lol!!! I haven't written anything to you while I've been heeere, have i? lol! You just forgot to send the letters, and I don't want you to forget me when I'm tucked safely away back at my home in georgia...ugh...

if it weren't for this party i'm having, I would be MAJORLY bummed...

xoxoxoSierra

Hi Buttplugs smelly cat I had something like that sleep in my bed quite a few times.

Don't worry about Savvi she will feel how she feels. She does need to learn to not get so high up that she can't fall. It is especially hard without a cushion. Few of us are perfect including her and I never told her mom a thing. If she does not love me for me that is entirely her choice then I got you Babe!

She is playing your mom and let your mom catch her sneaking out and see who sits home thru high school. I raised a Savvi I could write a book on her and so can your MOM!

Have a safe trip home love. I love you the world full! Nana

hehe I love you toooooooo!!!

I hope you know though, I don't want Savannah to get into trouble..I just want Mom to realize, I'm not a bad child..I try to be good enough for her. I want her to trust me....and if she realized that the main reason why I resort to talking to strangers is because she won't give me enough independence wherever I go. I feel responsible on the internet..I don't go places that I shouldn't like porn sites, and I'm a very nice girl...I keep my wits about when those assholes of grandparents are around! I tell them I love them at night, I have forgiven them not because I had to do anything, but because I felt that it was right...naturally I'm going to hold a grudge, or keep my guard up because I don't want to get hurt like that again.

I may not be 9 years old, but they still have a lot of power over me...Besides...it's like the boy who cried wolf....Mark wouldn't stick up for me, or fight for me IF something were to happen with them because it happens so often...

Ugh...do I really have to go back? Please tell me I don't!!

ERGGG!! I don't want to go to school....being dumb isn't sooo entirely bad..

hehe I know you love me toooooo!!!!!!!!!

Do you know doll that all your life doll there has been this special bond between me and you from the time you were born and you try to not let it be a difference but you just was perfect with me and you cried all the time with them it was just like you were safe with me and I think you've always known that. I would not get Savannah in trouble but I'm afraid she will herself and I'm afraid if you're not careful she'll pull you in so be careful. I know you're good and I trust your judgement and always have and you know if things get hard to call me to try to help you use some reasoning first. You are a nice girl Savvi is gonna test your mom to the limit and that is why she is sucking up but your mom has been there and done that and she's gonna catch her so beware. I truthfully feel the day your mom and Mark got married all the drama started. He wants to punish you guys and your mom tries to keep peace she never thought of these months or year things restrictions or gave a crap about the house being clean that's his gig and he would never stand up for her or you guys for his parents yet all this keeps happening and he would never let Joey be punished like you guys are but your mom doesn't realize all of it. The drama started with him and he points out everything you do wrong and he watches you like a hawk so be careful.

Sierra I have never meant to come between you and your mom but I've always stood up for the two of you over you mom and not told on you both because I felt like Mark had so much control over your mom. Have I not went thru all this for your mom to try to get her to trust you both and let you both have a life and friends and the internet and do things and that has been what has come between us and Savvi had a great deal to do with that calling and was going to leave home and Papa came 2 nights after having a tumer removed to get you & her because she was going to leave home and again for I fought for you two. I have no fight with your mom she has no control over me it's always about you two and getting you two a life because it kills me knowing you can't and that's not for a guilt trip it is because I love you so much and know you deserve that. If I have hurt you and made you cry for any reason I am so terribly sorry because you mean the world to me and I think you know that. We've done everything to try to give you a wonderful life while you're with us and by the way I bought Ice Princess for us whenever you do come so we can watch it. Ugh I wish you could live with me forever. I'm dumb so it's not too bad is it? ERGGGGGGGGGGGGGG How am I gonna hear from my SISI? I know its gonna be hard but remember how much I love you always! Love NANA

ALSO Sweetie if it is easier for you to not have contact with me when you go home and you to get settled in and try and make peace I fully understand please just say so because I know it is hard and you do what is best for you. I really mean that. LOVE NANA

hey my hoagies!
I am so bored at home on my own whilst all my family is out at some wedding somewhere! i should be packing for my holiday but i cant be bothered! lol i shd go and do tht sometime soon...oh well, si si i will send ur letters b4 i go 2moro k?
Kristen ill miss u :(
Car r u still not back?! :'(

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Car get's back today, I think.....

KRISTEN< I"LL MISS YOU TOO!!!

Nana-that was unbelievably sweet!!!! Thank you soo much!!!! Love you!!

Geo--awww, I'm gonna miss youu toooo!!!!!

**tear tear**

I don't want to pack either....lol...ohh my god, I'm soooooo anxious...

I HATE PMS! lol!! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!

*stomps foot and sobs in a corner*

awwwwwwww snukum bunny! i looove you!! i STILL havent packed and ive lost my phone too which is annoying.grRrRrRrRr, When r u leaving for Georgia?

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Im going 2moro and get back on......the 5th

kristen have u got a moblie number so i can txt u?
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lol....awwwwwwwww.........are we already saying our goodbyes????????????

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

I'll find a way to keep in touch, it just won't be often or anything..

Tell Car I love her tooo!!!! And I"ll miss her like a wacko!! lol!!

~Sierra

im on msn now my dear!! xxxxx

lol yeah same! she went to the pool with her lil bro! she'll be back in an hour! xxxxx

OUTCH! DOUBLE OUTCH! you two were talking about me!??! Well fine, no cookie for you..:-PPPPP

HA!

And no tampon...muahahahahahha

BLEED, BLEEEd, BLLLLLEEEEEEEDDD my darlings! lol!!

I love you too!! sorrrrry!!

I have to go eat now, lyl, l8r

OoOoOoh *hits head* you have to forgive me!!! It's the pre-car ride jitters...i get all anxoius and nervous and forgetful...oi...I am thoroughly ashamed of myself....i'm soo sorry, lol.

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

im off to france!!!!!! love uuuuuu!
~georgi
MBH#1