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Nada felt the need to email me over and over today. So before it can start something else I figured I’d post it…..It’s really quite amusing if you actually take the time to read it all. It was directly copied and pasted right from my email. Take Care All….

Dear Natalie and Ismail,
you both should have figured it out to be a trap, and god, a ot of dumb people actually entered it, of course i don't care about people, but it was kinda fun to see the weaknesses of others, by venting out, I'm capable of tapping into their emotions, thus tapping into the way they think, and that's the ultimate trap, make an impression you're weak and let people 'attack' you and guess who's the dumb person in the end, see, read between the lines, you'll know I don't give a damn about what people think becuase if i did, I would end up like those who 'cut' and want to commit suicide from the amount of people who literally wish me dead. and I'm not talking family wise but also friendship wise, i mean, god, till now people can't believe there are good people in this world, uh well, at least this trap showed the evil within me. anyways, wanted to explain to you, next time, read between the line, you'll truly tap into my feelings.

MY Response:
I'm really not sure what that meant Nada but you yourself just "vented." What trap are you talking about? I don't particularly care who "attacks" me as we all know I can stick up for myself not to mention I don't take any of it seriously nor do I care about it. I'm not quite sure what your goal was with this email, nor your goal on the boards. I do know that you have become completely different. Whether it's because of the Wolf Pack falling a part or not, I don't know. People on the threads speak of you like something SO SPECIAL. A diamond in the rough if you will. Though I don't care what they say about me, people within the so called "group" changed and are all about helping people change their life which is a complete shock to me as they now speak of the rest of us like garbage. Sorry, I can't change a life over the internet. I guess I'm not as powerful as you. All this "psychological" mumbo jumbo you are rambling on to me about really means nothing. It's completely senseless and pointless as you show who you are on the boards. I don't care to be part of the "group" as I am not a phony person. I am what I am and if someone doesn't like it so be it. I will not PRETEND to be something I'm not to "get in their heads." That's just ridiculous not to mention a total waste of time. Obviously you DO care what people think and say as you created a thread to hear it all and you emailed Ismail and I to justify yourself.

NADA:
Dear Natalie,
I'm a brain manipulator, thus i'm very evil person, I didn't change, just did what i nomrally do, get to know peopel more before i totally destroy them, I do care to see the weakness of people, for by knowing their weakness, am sure as hell I can beat them by destroying their strength, call me evil, call me mean, it's just this whole 'group' thing isn't comforatable for me, I rather be on my own than be with a group, it's just who i am, do you know the last time i had a true friend was nearly 11 years ago, yup 7 years old, and you know how i lost her, I know you don't care, but i'll tell you none the less, call it 'venting', i backstabed her, i honestly did that, i made her hopes way up high before i destroyed her.
I'm no diamond on the rock, i'm the rock itself, hard to believe a being so pure can be so evil, but truth be told, I rather be on my own than be with people, and the easiest way to detroy a friendship is do the one thing any friend hates, not turn against them, but make them feel unimportant
That's what happened Natalie, you felt unimportant, not a part of anything, my pyschological mumbo jumbo is nothing but a phase to raise hope, by doing so, I earn trust, then it's really easy to destroy that.
now, on a serious note, I never pretended to be something i'm not, believe me on that, I'm just showing parts you people haven't seen, and will show more and more afterwards, i showed you people this niche of my personality, the part i normally hide from the real me, then i'm showing another segment of my personality, not showing too many cards as of not to show my personality.
do you really want to know who i am? who's the real me? I'll tell you: a strong happy loner who believed that friendship is nothing but mesiriness brought upon you, that's the true me, the rest of those 'personalities' are nothing more than wasting my time, i can't change the world, and I won't destroy people, but i will keep alone, jus tthe way i like, just the way that makes me happy.
as for justification, i'm justifying that i'm not what i seem to be, i'm no helper or savor, it's all in them, they're the ones who're saving themselves, whether we're bashing them or helping them, they need justification that what they're doing is right. I'm not helping and neither are you, all we're doing is detroying the poeple who are also set on self destruction and 'saving' those who are already saved.
Natalie, you have a heart of gold, keep it, it's better than being me, a dark heart with no emotions. I learned long time ago to close my heart, let it be dark, let it be consumed by evil. so where you think everything 'good' i do is actually nothing but self satisfaction, in the end, who are we more interested in then ourselves. right? I play the fool, the trap was meant to be part of the 'playing a fool' were people would 'vent' out what inside them where the truth is they're just blaming someone else, be the fool, play it right, and you're a winner all the way.
I'm not smart, but yet i'm not dumb, far smarter than most of those idiots in the bords, but yet so smart for my own good.
I hope i explained, I know you'd probably care less, and won't give a damn, but i never pretend, i just lower my intellectual power, brain manipulator.

MY Response:
I really hope you know how stupid you sound. I felt unimportant? How would you come to such a conclusion? I don't need people on the internet to validate my importance. I live a WONDERFUL life with many friends and an extremely loving family, so trust me, I feel plenty important without you or anyone else on the God damn internet. LMFAO I think you are an a complete fool. Seriously all this talk of your "destroying" people really has me thinking you are going to "destroy" me....HAHAHAHAHA How would you do that Nada? You are nothing but mere letters on my computer screen. I never once said I "helped" people. I know I don't. I don't try to nor have I ever. I can't help anyone, at least not knowingly. Of course I've gotten thank you emails. But who knows whether or not they are actually all truth. You're a damn fool, please do not waste your time explaining how smart or how dumb you are to me as I don't particularly care. You can destroy now....carry on....LMFAO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

NADA:
Thank you for proving the point of a gold heart.
omg, you actually believed all of it.
MY Response: Believe you? I don't believe anything you foolish little girls say to me over the internet. Grow up Nada and definitely move on. Quit with the stupid emails. Your last email was an OMG I feel stupid how can I redeem myself note. Please, I don't need to hear it.
NADA: you got thank you emails, I do not have to explain the fact that i'm known to be good with kids. i can never detroy a person who wants to live. you play on peple's weaknesses, that's how you kill a person. have you ever met a con artist.They will play on humans greed, they'll let you think you need them to achieve what you like, even if you run a back check on them, they're not that dumb to make the mistake of coning the same person the same way two times. it's all up there, were the brain is. i'm a nothing, I know that, i'm only something to those who want me to be something. I don't have to prove anything. i know i made a total fool out of myself, maybe i should make a note and hang it in my 'wall of faliures' kiddo, i'm turning 20, i'm too old to play kid games with tiny boopers, so what i do now is merely giving them what they want. I don't care, let them get their hope up high, why should i care, in the end, i have no gain from them. you're tootaly right, I'm wrong, and that's it.

MY Response:
Kiddo? LMFAO....I'm older than you, please don't call me "kiddo." I don't give two shits if you're good with kids. What does that mean to me? NOTHING. Please, get over yourself already. You are not all you're cracked up to be. And for the record....it's tEEny boppers.

wow...

honestly Nada, you made no sense whatsoever and contradicted yourself several which i actually find to be funny...its like you were using big words to try and say something, but you used them the wrong way and it backfired...lol...oh well.

good points Natalie.

"honestly Nada, you made no sense whatsoever and contradicted yourself several"

You're any better?
You can't even type properly.
It's....Honestly Nada, you made no sense what so ever and contradticted yourself on several accounts.

Natalie may I ask why you did this?

Nada obviously likes to start stuff so I'd rather let everyone read it ALL so there is no confusion.

So let her start stuff she sent you that e-mail she didn't send it to the forum. You're no better then the rest of childish teenagers in here.

Should I care? Hmmmmm.....no.

I am not here to be GOD.

Then what are you here to do?

It's funny all the people that everyone once looked up too (not me) are just as weak as the rest of us.

Sorry I meant stupid.

Nada

You're trying to prove your point too much. I mean, it's not going to help. Honestly, your post didn't make much sense.
Sorry.

Brittney:

lol, sorry I was too lazy to write "e-mail" instead of "post." But i meant 'e-mailing." Hehe, :-)

Who looked up to Nada? ME? LMFAO....Never. I look up to people who are actually about something. People who I know are doing big things. Nada is just a baby. She is now upset that everyone is flustered and she can't handle it. I am not now nor have I ever "looked up" to Nada.

Well....now that's all that nonsense is over with. How are you two today?

A couple of my favs.

LMAO Everyone calls me Nat Nat and my niece (when she is being snotty) calls me Natty Nat. LMFAO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

But I am good....Ready to go....

Home. I'm tired of spending my days on the computer. I want a busy job. I want to be up and about. But with me going to school this is kind of the only job I'll ever find that works around my schedule and pays me this much. IT SUCKS!!

I'm telling you when I got this job I didn't even have a diploma. I starting working and then went to school one day a week for 3 hours and then came here. So for a high school student this was the LIFE. And now that I want to move on it gets boring.

Photography.

PERFECT! Just what we need...ismail running around as a lawyer....or politician...LMAO

Nada: I forgot to mention something earlier. I just remembered after reading a post of Ismails....The phrase is Diamond in the ROUGH, not diamond on the rock.

I'm not exaclty sure what all this is about, but I do know that Nada did contradict herself several times and tried to make herself seem like a demon from Hell. (pitifully done) Out of curiosity, is she really turning 20? Because if she is, that is very sad. She can't even do simple math. Assuming she is 19 turning 20, she said the last time she had a friend was 11 years ago, when she was 7 years old. If you subtract 11 from 19, I don't believe you get 7. Anyways, sorry about this useless post, but it's little things like that, which makes me angry. Someone acting so intelligent, yet they easily let their ignorance show. It's infuriating. Sorry again,

Kalika

Sorry, I only skimmed through what everyone else typed, I'll read all of it next time *embarassed*

Kalika

Oh, okay, fair enough. Yeah, the e-mails were pretty pathetic. It hurt me to read them.

Kalika