hope

if your feeling down,and sad, and suicidal.. ive beent there. and i still sometimes get the urges to hurt myself.. but you have to stay strong!!i try to tell my counselor that im ok! but im not.. im having trouble admitting the fact theres something wrong with me!! and i dont know what to do!! i mean imnot gonna hurt myself nemore.. nd i wanna sendthe message that that isnt the way!! just stay strong!!! no matter how hard life gets...

yea i been there too. i had an eating disorder and an abusive boyfriend that totally destroyed myself confidence. i hated myself. cute myself. never ate and if i did puked it all up. it was a horrible way to live. i still throw up sometimes and still have those urges when nothing seems right and i totally blame myself but cutting is very serious and i haven't done it for over a year. im really proud of myself for that and to anyone whos contemplating cutting: DONT! its very serious and i have a friend who almost died from it...she was very lucky she didnt! hus n kisses,

lyn

I been there too.
the feelings suck. and it always feels like they're taking over. but you just gotta stay in control, you know.