I dont know what is going to happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

last night i went with my friend 2 see some friends and my xbf was there! I still have a lil feelings for him and I missed my bf so i thought I would try and confid in him and then he started kissing me and in my head I thought it was my bf so i kissed him back but then I realized it wasnt so i stoped and pushed him away and then he held me down. I tried getting away but he was to strong. He took off my close and started haveing sex with me I said no and stop and tried pushing him but I wasnt strong enofe to get him off! I love my bf so much will he understand or will he let me go! I dont want 2 lose him but if thats what happends I will hate my self for the rest of my life!

ok first of all, that's RAPE! u need to say somethin to somebody, whether it be ur parents or the police, whoever...don't come to a forum and think everything's going to be ok...just understand that it IS NOT YOUR FAULT! u said no and stop, so that should have mad him quit, but he didn't...make sure you tell someone....if you don't...what makes you think he won't do it again? to someone else? or you?
think about it
Ashli

It was my xbf not my bf. I dont want 2 lose my bf over this i dont want him 2 get the wrong thing in his mind and think that just because hes my xbf well then maybe I wanted it but I didnt and i wasnt even going 2 tell him about it but I am but I dont know how to aproch it!

that was rape and he will probably understand...he would be shocked at first but then then go and kick the otha guys ass!!!